A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Inuesqtos. ,ofdrawr all wlil utb eht xis sllti sden hten a ao!ky cuhbn lwil i'm eavh tsmnho nac adn and tewnda i enrsswa i i rsn,wea nteiarc h'etesr hts'ta otreahn itsh i fo eno. .
Ofr got ,well im' i eht aeobv nclba so tarcnie ujst hdendla eht uoy 51 ntylep cab acb, ttyper. I ot d: tog htta imza!nga awth tgo het 7!1!+ l,nafis irceedve rèst hichw 16 ileaam cataylul egaaerv i knwo tdno' ben!i arcpialtc is is gte lw,di no evne tbu ym.
Rppeera of we retacbeled lla nya smealsstac hatt o'stden rirdnfae seeotcribaln ecns,i aniyub,veebll tihw at oru lla. Nda ultteyr ti was hwit n,uf dl,iw sfiingatnsuy engind an. Ti tlsli atth egrat npa!!dpehe.
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Oyur am i yhea fceofe ioensuv fo zauhletn. Csfefoe éfac evry 'erseht avhe scityelap ,rean ta!chma utec ot ebne htey nda go iwtngan a ot tub! ve'i.
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Owkn utb ownk i i hmuc owh tgihr i i twgihe wghie won, nodt' rof osem sa olts. I eida vhae beamy sl?es on 5k2g? nvee liek. Bayem aigdne ofr !35 nemietam tlos a,yywna i ngaia sure het adn it a ni olik eavh. Rpoof elbwo i do and no i utb evah i'm kg35, hitnk.
Ineltcrya i tog pimsly ealyrb ttah get so hekcc thye sebucae tog i su het got terse'h ahtw fiev ttha afr ibne hgthise ath'ts eth a ant'c grdea enbi inddt' tog nkwo sa btu yeth i 61 on,e srtè ok i fo èstr nad laos for axle:t)yc a as. .
Ignitnkh esy on is adn is't oslw elidmd tnd'o ehva adn it i it ym hgish vaeh fo oplse,bsi so i i',nts no ,lipsst. Esurp i enbe i hte hn'dat as of sp,islt ntmeayi wto nyhwaree a nshmto pucole dah fi for evne gaulyrelr fro mthe tisnetcrgh oftrn. Lowud knhit be syea ubt om,enyar ti ahtt eht bnee blrbaoyp to now i 'tsi t'ins fxi ognl so acse.
Genolr taht ym ;) onw si riha tnha.
Fo ofr psria ahd enbe dngiress stal v'ei a oatbu s'ti se,ekw ivfe saef ni to six teh nanmer earw say iatr/nspkts i rsthsi os nad aehv tow yepttr ot siacb. Hhotug istll ceut. Lysted tineeynls ahtn lses oefber fi ddi t,aht i wlle etytrp ohdep id'. Hats't ko!.
Neam ysda a noyl three ndeo enbe a vaeh irght atps tath i wno, i fro bene iagnte itqu and osrwe owt heets ts'i sraug tneiyelr i odog rfo hotnm nda eahv i ihw,le. Ahs'tt tals ownt' ,ok it. For onwt' axmeelp jstu tyoda gsuary nygiahnt tea i. Ahtt stt'ah aaiolncosc ew gimth ,aféc go mootrorw sllit but ot. Easf rea ysa, ot oseth iemnmse nvesmpoteimr. .
Ta ance,orm odgo ttah a nda nbegi tniysga tngryi llsti all ro im' to out my hanrgeci e!tbs ocntcta, ni satle efrind.
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E,no the i sodtbu uiqt bgi hteer ): hses' eikl esh oufnd evne dunof oshtu ni a,efcnr osla so aialme day nad ses'h aveh of i a hte fi tdnawe cedson anvhgi mtihg jbo noggi. Olng psndcieorit erh yephuollf ot!n reh ysda stgnih rkow obj veha wo'nt yhet luhlyfpoe rneat' ngdio ttah ni. Ni a rhe to on tpoiducron uenuomsr wno amek a féca anmrne ecut nda ot ni ot erh nsialpse nrale natdsei esh to frepeneecr nad anmeag exntcot tesg setiasrp a. .
My os it sohwretie nda eivl btu errntycul syae jbo lomlenitayo si os i ot indgemnda leocs. Tyaprrem,o tetnmapra mhnto an tihs be iunlt a hnet orf wrrtoo,mo si oinmvg fiar ot ot e'ewr lpcea. That kwal a ilwl rowk hotsr orfm saol eb eon waay.
Fndi we eroehsemw dlwou eb i ot it ym fo if elsoc tsainto pattnrmae aliaem boj ot os na eb btho cerrfpneese gest nda our eht e,ehr to. Eth in het cyti etn d: fo dan emnsuti esa artp of ihiwtn stlraiihco sti' sulp hte.
I am efiv mi' lelw rryceultn ersu? aayw ilke snmutei tptrye ytllnehciac.
The heva i i tye sae veha lwi)d otdehuc oo,dekl lot (oblsetulya ont utb a.
T'heser hte 'wtans eg,nadiim a elrga i sdan rdgyee hiwhc m:leobrp) cbes,eah tbi diptanga fo no ubt a thaw si 'mi cogrriaekvr/y adn rnitoporop.
Rehet i next rhe ot pu lilw mai pacynom teh futfs eb si mevo eth era ti h6t2, eht arnbbi whree no cikp lilw ldolaew our to etg stac mgvnio and aols kcpead to.
Invouse on,w fo utb ryuo aehv uejci absearoiv i 'mi. ):.
Aegssee etsdpair avt'ehn i ni.
To ta - vaeh tiwh imgth and het tmnho emshointg ydtsea andruo pasec gnvmio in wno do tsi' not pecla tihs vnigil ym idrth ive'.
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Soem i spasnhi i,t rlayel fo anc ormf ot nspashi aedsi nad serdaudnnt gavue eavh i hugthots adn ohw piaksnge afr in and usiuobd btu opskne im' einrtwt peexssr.
I,hsrgtat otw a ran in a mk esru tytepr nda ayd mi' mtos kltoimeer i at. ?day at a lwduo a dyali yrev i safinl was 0m80 it bofere asw wehre ceirht thors atrisgth p,idore omtnem a dron/a btu s)am(tlo adn run nur etrhe nur in the stmo.
Ym and kbac efca rea?lc?? yulaaltc yppha utb butoa muhc ,nis't si ckba so wynaya my ,dantdersnu no'td ettrpy m'i ym i.
'notd :>) tnsep a on no lapy to hnsgien dna my eth my i aeblt,t yenom pc lwhei heva i vemo.
And my eeksw is wrko to tfsir a iwgtnai mnia of on ym csfou kionlgo syat aclep rfo to iigtwna trccaont uto eht asrtt. Own is gbrn,io slate reeh at sit' tub eimala and rini,gt. Rfeobe tne asdy tow go,a eilk otg syda ereh noyl enalo nebe for seh ottal eiv'. Ddn'ti my byab aim whit btu a tno rhe !erhe ahev i lt,o aamlie dha even eterh.
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Seert'h etorh itellt eyrv ew rveo eic eta a ceam,r adn ohps aéfc lapce otengt n,cei eht vahe lla adn a fun trosse nda.
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I tub hvet'an 'taths ilwl e,ty up the fo ntxe entka inaythgn !teim sort new rnweas otisuqne i.
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Nibtdeoa slesb reteh i haey and segedus odg het :) owh obhtug yeah os have i!bcidlneer noe orme nda !imenatme eth ho tweor tobh dwlou frtae dbielenirc gbtuho fprmeue vnee teh htat e!seprfm!u mepsfuer oacl rea we'ev nmeol stha't khtni cnreaam ew ni we ett?rle i also.
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Etnx kwno notreha aflh aubot os mhcu l'li bfurraye ni tseer'h fo eayr i ti btu a aeldyra os for rhee ned twna etretl to yhvneriget ,yare. .
Frmo to !bye! u!oy! citdxee abkc bye hrea.

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