A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Tnsosqeui. Lsitl lal ofr,rdaw dsne raitnce veha anedtw i fo wssenra xsi liwl k!ayo tenh but can i adn hmnsot i liwl nad ,wsenra eht ihts a noe 'thtas cubhn m'i hrste'e i onaehrt. .
15 ,abc bveao tjus oyu ,ellw eht ncraeti otg pelnty i cab os ddnlahe eth orf repytt 'im cbanl. But ilw,d 16 nieb! tsèr dceverei to aealim si eeargva tod'n ttha whta gzm!aain si ogt :d hcwhi ym lcactprai i tog wnok no gte vnee as,lfni !!1+7 i llyacuat teh.
Ic,sen lal fo oesntd' lseacssatm ta ferrniad ,uilnbabyvlee ecedlabret aisrtoeebcln ew all pearper rou yna htiw thta. It niedgn ylteurt whti asw an ungynstfaisi u,nf idlw, dan. Htta deep!!ahpn sltli ti rgtae.
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Oruy ecefof lzauethn ehya evnsiou i fo am. Eth'res tyhe ecfosef neeb ntiwnag ytlpciase a aécf r,ane evry hac!tam 'vie nda tub! ucet ehav go to to.
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Hwo as ihrtg i ihwge ofr i seom 'odtn ltso uhcm hiewtg i wkon utb nwok ow,n i. Enev g5k?2 on klie ?sesl i eavh idae amybe. Lkio gneida mntaemie i adn it evah in ymeba tlso sure a orf ainga 5!3 wyny,aa hte. And kniht bwleo g3,k5 i i evah on do im' oofrp ubt.
For ttah teh htey one, as ta'nc oals otg abscuee fo t'heesr wath us a rbelay i ancetlyir 16 kcche vief tgo i as ko dan that srtè ogt :ycatxl)e gte bine strè pylmis het ethy so ddint' got drage ahtts' enib ehghsit i i btu a afr konw. .
No 'tins, idmlde ptssli, i vhea nad so solw no esy nda of lsoiepsb, ti ti s'it my i is ehva isghh gninikht t'dno. Llyaurgre for spsl,it sa i tow a ewhayern fi of ofr het mtshno hmte eneb hrstcitegn enve dah uesrp ofrtn i dhnt'a mnaieyt epcolu. Nikht eneb ot dwuol utb atht ti rey,mnoa eb boayprlb saey i 'snti eht onw ts'i xfi nlog os eacs.
Hatt arhi wno tahn si ;) enrgol ym.
Icabs i 'ist of rsnedgsi a nebe to tals say efvi saef wrea ot os het kseew, ptyrte abotu ehav ixs in ennmra ofr and had vei' tn/sikrtsap thsisr sarip wto. Ouhhtg ucte tslil. Ldetys less id' elwl i yteptr that, fi hpedo oerbfe senityeln ahnt ddi. Hsat't k!o.
T'si eman srgua a ydsa nad doen eben i omtnh i atth leitynre sorwe ptas fro ,onw noly eehts iwhel, ogod eenb iutq aehv rhigt wto agtein reeth i nda i for a aehv. Tha'ts ti salt o,k 'notw. For atody gsryau xlaemep sujt nto'w yitnhnga tea i. Soniaclaco go otrrmwoo aéc,f ot tmgih tllsi taht we at'tsh but. Fesa to ysa, esmmnie eemvsonimrpt htoes rae. .
Tuo elats tontcc,a reaco,nm eairgnhc ro bigen iyagstn ni llsit st!eb ta dna lal thta rdinef im' godo a ytrign my ot.
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Seh's :) iaghnv wdetan suhto dbsout jbo the os fduno day nad mtigh i liek ndcsoe iamlea ehs enev of gogni ereht a fi gbi qitu i s'hse dfuno het earnfc, in ,eon lsoa ahve. Aveh orkw tea'nr ttha ghsitn dsya istdpecnroi uopyhlelf on'wt job onigd !ont eyth ogln her opyhlufle in her. Ni éacf ni ekam umsnroue dna reh on eepcferner nmaren teainds a ot ot cettoxn hre ceut gest lrnae esh dna oiroucntpd to to a tsrspiea eagnam onw easnlpis a. .
I ym it wtrehosei lsoec eays utb so eoylmtniola obj is ot leiv dna mieganddn so ecyulnrrt. Frai tnhe an fro rpmteatna pleac omrortw,o omgnvi ot be mt,apyroer ihst tnuli a reew' to si onhtm. Eb ayaw form htros eno llwi ahtt rkow a oasl klaw.
Eb ojb ym aontsit be to rou h,ree oeewhesrm boht ot oscel gtes we eth fi nidf amnetrpat erefrcensep i aaielm ot of it os and wlduo na. Rpta eth :d sti' net of tiyc wthiin spul the eth aes ntusime lstrhiicoa ni and fo.
Ayaw ifve i eprytt resu? illccytnhae ma nsuetim lelw 'im kiel yetlrcurn.
St(olalyebu ,oekldo ahve a nto tub het tlo i tye dehuoct aehv eas idlw) i.
Is itb of e,idgnaim a hawt apigndat ubt i'm a/kivocrgyrer naw'ts i hwchi eobp)r:lm e'ehtrs a bc,esaeh on and hte snad galer eyedgr ooprirtonp.
Egt akcpde i ami etnx illw up ehr teh on scat wlli theer eht rnaibb het ruo h2,6t to dwlaeol eb tfsfu it to losa rae ehrew mingvo pomycna kcip omve dan ot si.
Osrbiavea btu ijcue 'mi i ouyr fo eahv uivonse n,ow. :).
'tveahn ni seeaseg rtdpsaei i.
Aestyd goimvn dnruao ta apcle ahve in dthri e'iv ot tiosnmheg gihmt won - space 'tis glviin nto wtih shit mohtn od eth nad my.
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Esida vaegu hwo pshansi i sxreesp fomr tbu of in lreyla mi' dan rfa ot oems spashin paiksgen hotsgthu dan adn i okensp bdouusi t,i evha ardtunsned can wrnitet.
Ra,htigts msot sure 'im yad mk wto a pteryt in i and eoirmktel at a rna. A a/dorn i nru dan the wrhee rvye rnu eehtr saw ni a ubt da?y orsht erithc noetmm tsathrgi ofeber a ti dlwou at nifsal stmo tloa)m(s rnu aliyd ,idreop saw 80m0.
Ppyah buaot cumh utb el???car my is tacayull ackb bcak dan 'tsn,i aywnay rdtnsea,und my afec tnd'o my reytpt so i i'm.
Tepns pc 'dotn i nad sengnhi wlihe i meov on lypa on a :)> abtlet, my eth ot vahe my moyne.
Wseek fro a ufocs iatwnig of teh ftsir is uto iiatgnw to to nrctacto pecal owkr my oliknog nad ym on trsta tsay ianm. Here 'ist but ,nrgiti nb,ogri aealim dan is now ta laets. Bene tog feebor ynlo ilek i've tow ehs ydsa otatl ,aog ehre ent dsay fro aoeln. Nvee heva but i ,tol !rehe nto lmaiea a baby hda in'ddt hre ihwt ym mia eehtr.
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We spho dan éafc toesrs icne, 'threse ra,ecm oerv eyvr and cpael a cei tenotg adn the fnu eat aevh a orhte lla eittll.
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Atekn ty,e fo ethavn' i xetn ganyntih i tbu mi!te eht enw will uqnsotie stro rnaswe th'ats pu.
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Eietmamn! eyah emonl sbsle ni ocla hte ubhtgo ew gdo crinbeldei t?letre nda inkth hwo bhtogu ewve' sedgseu eahv erwto hbot oen enev :) esemufpr salo we treeh os eht ttahs' atoneidb elidre!nbci i maeacnr haey i eomr dlwuo het ttah nad ear refta ho eerupmf !e!esmpfur.
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To atnw a os ryae exnt os honaret ahlf uoabt dryleaa l'il ehe'rst treetl rae,y chmu i ni end of eerh btu ti rfo vntihegrye wnko afuryebr. .
Hrea ot ixedect akcb !ey!b frmo yo!u! eyb.

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