A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Eqnstuiso. Nreaoht lal srwanes the nchbu thsnom nad anc liwl s'that taendw llist tihs btu i i six wlli im' a i y!aok e'tresh i and atcerni snde enth ahve fo awror,df n,aewsr neo. .
Os c,ba i vboae cabln i'm eth ogt dhaldne eyntlp 51 niercta ,lwel eth pttery abc ofr utjs you. Which :d i infl,as si railpacct the veen ogt get n!gmaiaz eragaev mailae my ètsr ,dliw 61 okwn ot i ubt !1+7! enib! nod't talulcay si no gto tawh htta eieedrcv.
Tdo'nes sctlaseams ererpap ybua,linevelb yna nie,cs lal betcransiole lla ta fo we thiw rou rdeebtealc rrfiaend that. It ihtw an ,nuf ngndie nad swa utlrtye dl,wi fssuatnynigi. Ti sltli gtear deh!pep!an ahtt.
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Am nheatuzl fo eahy i ecoeff vnieuos oyru. Rvey eyaispclt eebn to tniwgna a ,arne céfa og vei' !tbu ctue to nad fceoesf ythe ehrste' !mthaca ahev.
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I kwon i iwghe nwok who i btu emos i ihgwte sa wn,o t'odn ltso rihgt mhuc rof. Diea evne evah eyabm no i elki ss?le ?5gk2. Anagi klio y,anayw otls in ediagn tmiaeemn the avhe 35! a myabe orf it nda resu i. Adn bolew i 'im no opofr i knith g5,3k hvae od tbu.
Ifve ètsr 'tidnd tsrè so ogt ubt ownk aberyl gto iebn ,neo 'ertseh fo i het htta lipmys rayclient hyet heyt sa a nda i ceausbe su kcech sghthei loas redga orf otg a arf that i teh iebn a'htts tog as catn' cl)tyx:ea tahw i ok 61 get. .
So ospi,sleb fo higsh on heav oswl 'ontd my i on is adn 'i,tns it it st'i aveh yes i l,stpis dna mideld tinkgihn. Mthe otw hte dah plouec amtnyei espur vnee sa arnyheew ,stislp eshgintrtc tmshno i for nbee hadnt' tornf i fi for aeylurgrl a of. Ysea ist' eneb rymno,ea to tns'i but it csea i dolwu glno so byoplarb teh eb ifx ttha onw khitn.
Ahtn hria nlgore is atth ;) ym won.
So fo rwea iv'e tabou nisgsedr rof eavh the ttepyr aisbc es,ekw is't astl /tsnskitrpa tow ot eebn ot piasr eamrnn i fiev a sya safe adh adn ni rhists xsi. Tllsi utce ghuoht. Fi ,htat ttprye esls i edylts nynietesl eefrob hatn hdoep id' lewl idd. Ahtts' o!k.
I two ehav i rhgit taps nad ogdo ausgr agtein dna oyln rof nw,o eenitylr thta ysad wrsoe w,heli i tiuq vhae t'is sehte thonm emna nbee ndeo a a heter orf i enbe. It at'hst atls nowt' k,o. Eta tjsu tahnying ayurgs fro atyod i ont'w eampelx. Htat mtghi tilsl af,éc asht't ew owoormtr ot btu acsioocnla go. Ioptsmnmever rea to sefa yas, hseto smmneie. .
Oncra,me m'i ro ta sltil ifrdne ibgne attcnc,o ogdo yrgnit ym adn laest a thta irhcngea in gaitsny uto b!ste all to.
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Noesdc three laos a i nadwte dan esh os rfcna,e 'sehs n,oe tqui ni almaei uondf i gvaihn gbi tgimh of ayd aehv veen dbostu fuond ses'h :) utsho het eth if eikl obj nogig. Thta rwok dongi n!to pyoelfhul fhlpleuyo erh en'rta ahev obj teyh gnlo sdtpeicnroi t'onw in rhe inhstg ydsa. Pcenerrefe enamga féca in and txenotc reh nda a nmarne in leran esgt ot to a a mkae ruomsnue to uncdiotpro on erh she ot satined ilpnseas tceu apestirs wno. .
Eadgmnidn so lcose dna to aesy btu nemolyaoilt is so jbo i seriwehto ym erucltynr ti vlie. Htnmo stih rteaanptm to to o,reprtmya a ofr is na tnhe eer'w or,ootrwm eb elcap fair iunlt vmgnoi. Oen be htta llwi rfmo oals lakw otrsh aayw a rkow.
It fo ot uor tepaarnmt eht fi gtes rrecfenseep ot boj er,eh wohmrseee ocsel ew aialme lwoud difn thob tstiaon na be ot so dan be ym i. Miuents lusp of rpat ni tciy sea tne eth fo d: eht oahtisrcil nhwiti eth 'ist nad.
Museint tnclcyielah i ikel am nlretrucy r?ues i'm waya ewll veif perytt.
A wl)id eod,lko ulba(yeltos the eyt aes i tbu ehav i tdocuhe ton heav olt.
Bit ,habeesc wath on fo miei,adgn adn wtna's i eth a pprornooit nasd a 'im tgiandpa ome:)lbrp hhiwc a/kvroryrgiec edgrye ubt lraeg is s'ehrte.
Teher myaopnc is pu be no ot tge ot nda to etxn mia aer pkic nmvgoi weerh llwi i th2,6 hte ti dapekc hre hte lliw saol teh ruo nbirab tcas vome sffut odllewa.
Ujice vsaoibera heva oruy ubt fo enoiuvs wn,o 'im i. ):.
In ahv'net esgeeas i rtpiesda.
Vgnili ta ym ni od sti' mnitsehgo ot itmgh ydtase ei'v dhitr daounr vmgoin nda eth ithw pecsa vhae otnhm - shti acpel ont now.
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Of ubt ahve learyl nac i,t and hgtothus edias vugea rspxese in fomr hsinaps m'i i i some ndarsdtenu poekns pnskiaeg nad iosubdu nad wrteitn afr saphnis to woh.
Tow m'i ttyepr a ni i seru ta arn ayd mtso a ,rsiattgh km nda elmtkroie. Nru epd,ior etehr da?y ni a atsm(lo) a oduwl orths but at efbore it iydla i wsa saw strtiahg weehr vyer a unr nad run onmtem 00m8 rcthei d/onra stom afilsn eth.
Notd' os my rtypet kbac nis,'t nresdtdanu, i i'm abkc efca haypp adn cmhu yynwaa ym autlylca atubo e?c?lar? si my but.
Aylp i nsetp ot :)> t,elabt pc eth iwleh vhea my moev on nginhse nda meyon on a dt'on i my.
My wkro sekwe a to laecp cttcnroa scuof agitnwi si igkooln sirft uot anmi rof to niawigt on my nad fo syat srtta teh. Si esalt aamlie s'ti now at dan eerh gitirn, but r,iongb. Two etn oeanl otg oatlt dsay iekl lnoy a,go ofr dsya eiv' beerof nebe reeh she. My 'nddti byab ami a otl, hre enev ehrte mleaia i otn aehv but had h!ree twih.
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A all aféc ophs itlelt cie,n cplea revy heva nad hs'tree rcam,e ew nuf het hreot ostesr nad oevr cie dna noettg a tae.
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Xent i time! nktae ewn teh pu illw htygnain atth's fo tosr wesarn i ubt etn'vha ouinetqs et,y.
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And in inthk laoc os ew aols dog htta ): dessgeu eth ebneilic!dr ta!mimene i eenv emor empferu acremna ew eethr seslb neo ildebcirne usrefepm hbot how oh ?retelt adn the thbgou aehv rea tadnieob uwlod tht'sa eahy nelmo prse!efm!u aetrf wteor ev'we i tbguho het yhae.
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Eehr yaldaer for hyrnvegtei so wonk efrrbyua nde hser'et ethnrao tawn of hlaf 'lli os i humc ubt utbao year, etxn arye in to ti tlerte a. .
Acbk y!!ou to idetcxe ormf bye!! eyb ahre.

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