A letter from Mar 10, 2025

Dear Annee on 3/10/26, This is Annee on 3/10/25. Here's what's going on. It's spring break this week, so I have class off. I want to get caught up on homework. I'm taking SW 1010 and SW 2100 as well as COMM 2150. I am stressed but also hopeful. This **** is hard, and I am behind, but I am trying. I'm working on a month-by-month plan on google docs right now! How'd that go? If you remember a year ago. The value that feels relevant and important and heartmelonstuff to me right now that I'm putting on the top of my month plan is vulnerability (courage, hope, intuition). I think me picking this is fueled by the scary feelings I've been having while falling in love with someone, you know? It makes me want to hide in a shell if I was a shell wearing creature. But instead, I plan to live in the sunlight and reality of my feelings and thoughts. I want to be brave and that will require showing up as me. Which feels vulnerable. It's going to be good. The highs might get higher, and the lows might get lower, but then I think it's going to even out. (I finally told a Riley I loved him last night.) I am at work at Affinity right now and listening to a little binaural beats video that is stupid pretty, and it feels so nice to write and express myself right now. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t1g6jG0Rf44 Hopefully I can go back to writing my case study assessment in a second here. Riley's coming over to Natalie's tonight, I'm watching Franny. Hopefully Mandee is going to join us to go to Shambala Cafe maybe and have Tibetan food. I am in my hair blowout era. This is a slice of life. I am volunteering at the MVP program at the Road Home tomorrow with my classmate Aaliyah, we're going to paint rocks. I have to gather some rocks tomorrow morning, wish me luck! Tomorrow I'm also meeting up at a coffee shop in the evening to hang with Chantal and do some homework. I was gonna get breakfast with Gloria but I might reschedule that for Thursday. Jane recently flew back to New York :'( Annie and Mitchell are gubs <3 Jess and their Jess now live together :0 I'm gonna take a little pause from my medication, zoloft, and see how that goes. I have a first appointment with Rebecca Feller in a month, since Dr. Lowe just left Feller Behavioral Health. I'll let Becks know how everything's going. Big TV shows everyone's watching are Severance and White Lotus (emphasis on Severance) (I don't really give that many cares about White Lotus). I've been reading quite a bit, still up to that? How's Mom? How's Em? How's Eric? Jared and Tayler just moved in together, are they doing alright? A year goes by fast, right? Have you sold your car yet? I hope you have, that would be sick, but I also wouldn't blame you if you haven't. DO YOU HAVE A cat? It's okay if not, but a girl can dream. Cano how she? Currently she is going out with a new boy, I'm afraid for some reason. My intuition who has very little information is like BEE BO BEE BO don't trust Cano with this mystery man. How are Argentina international tiny desk sensations Ca7riel and Paco Amoroso doing? Grace and Spanky are back together, but in a lowkey sense it seems, how's Spencer doing? Anyway. I hope you enjoy hearing from me! I'm sure you are! Haha. How was AZ? The wedding? It would be ruff if things didn't work out with Riley, and you're reading this **** in a year. It is going to be okay Ann. Remember the hope that relationship filled you with? It still exists and it always will. Will happen happening happened. Whether it worked out or not, I think it was meant to be. I certainly enjoyed the time spent and the perspective gained. I went to Awakening Valley Sangha meditation timez for the first time in Provo with Rilo yesterday, that was awesome. If you haven't been in while, you should go! Okay okay okay. I really have to go, but I love you sweet. Whatever you're feeling right now that is in the way of how you want to feel, accept it grab it and breathe with it, ok? I'll end with a poem. It doesn't feel right But it is It hurts to cry And I am If you wanted to be there Be here now A scratchy throat is a terrible thing But there is always water and rest To be an Ann can be lonely Call an Ann (this is in reference to Annie, give her a call, reminisce or write some poes) You have one two three four five Six and seven 8 9 ten fingers Take 5 of them and touch your face Take your feet and do a jump Take your lips and your tongue and kiss an inanimate object Now please sing a song to it It is good to be good to the good Annette Eleene Ann Bakersfield, Salt Lake City, Murray, Sandy, Cedar City, Mexico City, Pachuca, Mesa, Tempe, Yuma All the places you lived and all the places you will live The Swell Season is a beautiful band to listen to That was a side note Dear God Dear Everything mil gracias. thanks love you! ANNEEEEE