A letter from Mar 09, 2025

Dear FutureMe,Hi it's me on march 9 2025 (30/06/2017)it is Sunday ena zare lemejemeria gize guzo yehedkubt ken nw ena everything is normal mejemerya lay kagegehuachew yekoyu lijoch agegehu like yadele ena selam alege ena teneshem bihone awerage ena he is so kind for talking to me like that ene endeza yemyawerage sew lene bereke nw mknyatum others will may be ignore me or ende sew erasu laykotruge yechelalu and I don't know why selemastela nw weyes demo betam kechacha ena sew selemalmesel becha gn tewat tenesh Des beloge nbr keza eza keheden behuala tsebel kedan mnamn demo sew hulu couple couple hono nw yemetaw becha esun behuala keza mesa eyebelan eyale ya nati yemibalew(yemtelaw yedagem guadega) come and try to make fun of my ketnet ena I just laugh like it doesn't bother me gen it really Did ena demo betam nw mydebrew (cherash endeza kale behuala yebase astelage liju) keza behuala betam deberege mlt hulum sew be ketnete endemiyastewel ena endemyastela gebtoge debrogwe walku keza beka hulum ngr astelage mnm beka photo hula altemesahum I feel so insecure mlt akalew eko endemyastelabege gn selanchi erasesh yemteteyewen ngr sew synegresh weyem demo endekeld setekemebet ena anchi demo mnden bother endemayaregesh seteseki mnamn it is so painful betam ena hulunm sayachew kesew ga yegbabalu lijuchu yanagruachewal mlt beka ke kum ngr yekotruwachewsl ene gn manm kekum ngr mykotrege Yale ende serious yemyayege yele beka zem bla kechenua betam yemtastelawa lij nege ene lenesu yene menor alemenor manm bother ayaregewem ene betam gra eyegebage meta ene selemastela nw weyes metfo tsebay selalege nw mlt lijochu erasu selam yemiluge enesu kemyakut sew ga kehonkuge or demo endihu seyayuge aznewelege mnamn nw enji esti eza ga bemnet alech esti selam enbelat yemil yelem gn lmn metew beged selam alalugem alelem gn endesw bikotruge betam nw Des yemilege .ena sewu hulu belebse yamrebetal sewenetu yamral mola mola Yale nw demo yamralu bayamru enkuan ayastelum demo sew yewedachewal kenesu ga mehon yefelegalu alehu enji ene kemnum yalhonku askeyami fetret endew andegayen endejemere wend biyaregege yeshalege nbr mlt mnm eko set yemyasmeslege ngr Yale jerbaye yetetamem lek ende wend fire lay tsim yalege fit yewend yemesele beka betam eko nw mastelaw lezam ymeslegal eskahun mnm bf or demo mywedege sew yelelew ena guzow lay coupleloch nberu ena beka yane nw ene manm liwedege emdemaychel yegebage mlt beka hulum Des silu and lay honew beka wendochu lesetochu yaznulachewal mnamn ena demo setochu konjowoch nachew ena that's why they got a bf be konjnachew mknyat mechem enen be konjnaye miewedege mynor aymeslegem be personalitym endezaw mknyatum huletum selelelege betam yemyastela bahiri selale yemyastela sew selehonku beras metemamen selelelege dekama selehonku manm enen liwedege aychelem simeslege guadegoche abrewege yehonut erasu Mn albat kechen ena tenesh ena askeyami selehonku aznewlege nw myhonew ena demo my nose God I hate my nose ena demo peoples are noticing its ugly to ena andu balefew menged lay beka betam Des beloge eyehedku he said "ere afenchash lela Hager liygeba nw " mechem yehe mlt telek afencha nw yalesh ena yastelale mlt nw and that when I totally lost my confidence of me ena I wanted to cry but u know I can't b/c kalekesky mnew kebetsh selemebale esu demo cherash selemyabesebege I just hold it to my self and suffer alone. Ahun tesfa arge yalehut maybe edmeye sichemer may amer yehonal beye asebalew I thought is the get to 20's maybe I will have aglow up and esun ken lemayet betam betam betam nw mifelegew to get out of this misery.so tell me did we glow up or are we still the same. (P.s I was writing it while I'm crying on my bed at 9:57pm on Sunday and I'm exhausted so I should sleep and tell me if anything changes. GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR LIFE BYE !!