A letter from Mar 06, 2025

hellooooo loveeeeee!! you're probably wondering why you received this, lol! I'm actually just bored love and i missed you. Like a lotttt!!! Anyway love, how are you? I hope you're reading this with a happy heart and day. It's been 9 months since the last time I saw you, its crazy it felt longer than that. Recently you asked me about engagement and I couldn't give you a straight answer. Honestly love, I kinda don't wanna do it if we're just doing it for the sake of the visa. I think engagement and marriage is a big leap of our life, both need to be think throughly. Before I met you, I couldn't really see myself getting married nor being a mother. I sometimes sit and just think how lucky I am to have you. Part of me changed and now thinking of it, I actually love myself now because of you. This distance is hard, love. It's hard being away from you. Everytime I leave the airport after you went inside, I always have this feeling I'm forgetting something. Like part of me was missing and I gotta get back. At that time, it felt like it's so unfair. How come 28 days felt like 3 days? Before I knew it you're packing your stuff again. It was the hardest scene to look at, it felt like my heart is being squeezed. In a year, I'm only given a chance to be with you not more than a month. Nevertheless, I'm still happy love. I can't definitely wait to see and be with you again. I wonder when will I see you again hehe. I love you so much, love. Never in my life have I been more sure. You're everything I wanted. This will probably be sent to you next year and it will be a surprise, lol! Byebye, stinky baby angel loveeeee!