A letter from Mar 06, 2025

Dear Dhia, Day 14th post-breakup. Macam mana hidup? did u manage to finally cut contact with him? oh ya you get into relay with him, The end of october 2024 until 20th february 2024, u guys didnt last long, he love you, but not as much as you did. He also try to let u go for several time but you fight for yall relay everytime, and theres one time where u breakup, u accept it, but he said he still want to be with you, you accept it just for him to let you go permenantly, and then you giveup because you realized you deserve a man who actually fight for you, love you genuinely, respect you, a man that knows he want you, a man that crave your presence in every moment. Hows life? did he get into another relationship or be with a new girl? junior? from his state? im sure you do not take a single care anymore. What about you? did you find a guy? or you just found yourself? im sure youre doing good, im typing this on 5th March, you confront him again about past because you couldnt sleep, constantly anxious. And he get frustrated and refuse to play games with you, and need me time. But ya, you eventually let go of him, you just enjoy by yourself, you play games, you still trying to find courage to look yourself in the mirror. But im sure right now you bloom eversince you left. Oh did you do your bucketlist? where you take yourself on coffee date by yourself? did you study well? did you go to langkawi and met your highschool friend? did you go and meet syaza and others? Right now u still cry a bit, but not as much, you are scared to be alone because he used to be your comfort/safe space, but ya. OH did you save your money? Its your 21-th birthday, i hope youre not scared of seeing yourself, if he find another women, you found yourself, i hope you go to cafe and bought yourself a piece of cake or maybe go to KT and spend your days there? i hope you are happy, study well, you're beautiful, youre not hard to love, you deserve way better than a man who couldnt compliment you, a man who constantly need time for himself, a man who couldnt stop himself from complimenting other girls/try other girls, chat other girls behind your back, a man who disrespect you infront of his friend. YOU DESERVE BETTER, I know its hurt, i know you are having a hard time staying no contact with him, but eventually things will get better right? right? save money and build your future. work on your goals, invest in yourself, and create the life you deserve. Stop checking on him, his life is no longer yours to worry about. Redirect that energy toward your own happiness. One day, you’ll look back at this version of yourself and feel so proud of how far you’ve come. Keep going. You’re doing amazing.❤️‍🩹✨ \Post-Breakup Dhia