A letter from Mar 04, 2025

Dear FutureMe, This is what you wrote 3 years ago... 01/25/2022 "A person once told me, even if you are in a bad place mentally helping someone else shows your strength. So I decided before I go...before I get to my breaking point, I will help someone very important to me. They can be saved ...but I can't ...I'm too far gone to save... Goodluck" 2 years ago.. 01/27/2023 I'm here to tell you ...**** THAT... save yourself before anyone else. The person you wanted to save left you at your lowest point, they didn't care about you cutting your wrist open. They didn't care if you were dying inside or bleeding on the floor. NEVER let someone do that to you again. SAVE YOURSELF FIRST. **** EVERYONE ELSE. I'm so sorry to my past self for the suffering she endured but if it means anything, I'm in a much better mindset now. We made it through. WE SAVED OURSELVES. I forgive you, you were innocent you just wanted to love BUT... I'll leave you with this "Destroy what destroys you" ...including people. That's what imma do this year. I love you ❤️ Goodluck Last year.. 02/12/2024 Dear Me, We slipped up...we let him back in, in 2023 and he betrayed you, he scammed you out of money and left you at your worst then came back when Dad died as if nothing happened. God, I declare I am DONE. We are human...and we were vulnerable but he took advantage of that and we do NOT deserve that. But LOCK IN. WE. WILL. LOVE. OURSELVES. MORE... just like dad would want... r.i.p Daddy. I love you. <3 We will see what happens. God have mercy on me this year. God, please let this be a year of fulfillment for my momma and me. Let us be healthy and happy, please... God. See you next year Queen We got this, I love you ! 02/13/2025 Dear Me, Last year, was not bad... it was almost beautiful how many adventures I went on. Mom and I came a lonnngggggg way. But I will tell you one thing, we moved on. And even found love again. This person... takes care of me , supports me, and even drives 4-8 hours just to see me. The last thing you were with lived 15 minutes away and didn't even bother. He sends you flowers & food to your job randomly to cheer you up, the last thing didn't even bother until after we broke up. He helps you and supports you, the last thing would leave you in the dust at the first sign of inconvenience. He listens to me, he sees me, he hears me the last thing couldn't careless if you were near *****. He is passionate and bold, the last thing was weak and shallow. He is a partner; the last thing was a liability He has motivation; the last thing had pipe dreams He is a go-getter; the last thing was a taker He makes my life better; the last thing made my life miserable unknowingly. I say this to put this into perspective: This person, my person, lives four hours away and has treated me better than the person who lived 15 minutes away. IF HE WANTED TO HE WOULD. I will no longer mention the thing anymore moving forward IT is dust under my feet. My future is bright and even if this new love isn't your end, he is teaching you how to ... Never settle for anything less than a queen's treatment. When we start to love ourselves unconditionally , the right love & people will meet you where you are at <3 (p.s. our old boss (SR) has been banished like the witch she was never to haunt West Oaks again, I wish her the best though sad to say I don't care as much as I did back then LOL ;)) I love you woman, you are a Goddess. God, I speak grace, peace and prosperity for the year of 2025. God, continue to have mercy on me and my family. I speak strive and not struggle I speak peace and not promises I speak positivity and not pain God, I pray for this year to be another happy one. See you in 2026! (Let me know how Kendrick & Tyler go lol)