A letter from March 3rd, 2025

Dear FutureMe, 
I know you're probably confused on getting this email but hello haha it's you from 6 months in the past. Currently it's been very challenging on you mentally, physically, and spiritually because of the circumstances God has put you in for the past year and a half after being pushed out of your Mothers house after graduating. Yes even now it wasn't the smartest choice and was very scary and hectic for the longest until we managed to figure out some things and got comfortable in where we were placed. Even though i know so so much it feels like i am so intrigued on how much more there is to learn, explore, and see! I am truly grateful and thankful to our Father God for showing me all that i have seen. I have accepted and healed from all the pain, trauma, misuse, abuse, disrespect, hate, and plain negative energy that has surrounded me from my childhood all the way into my early years of adulthood. I am grateful for us to have experienced, learned, and grown from in all of those situations i was thrown into. All of my experiences up until now have made me into the man i am today and am continuing to show and be with my own light and way for what God has pushed me to. Currently i am still in the midst of the storm and moving into my purpose that God has intended for me and predestined upon my life.This season has been excruciating for my mental physical and spiritual well being, cuz gooooodnessss it has been so so much by being abused physically mentally and verbally. It's crazy how people act when they feel certain ways. Sadly for the other party God told me it was all a test for the other person to see how they would handle me. Also, a lot of people that you encountered in your past when you were more of your "old self" they were the exact same situations and it was all tests for them mainly but also for you. Ik you know this but it's  always good for refreshers because sometimes it helps in the situations that you may find yourself within. I have been doing that a lot recently seeing old notes to myself about specific situations i was in and just old conversations about whatever may have came around at the time. I have been going through these old things to hash them out and to not continue harboring and carry them within your heart. One thing i have been praying for a lot besides my manifestations is for God to make sure my heartt is in the right posture. It means that i want to have my heart set on God to make sure i am doing all i can within my actions words and thoughts to be aligned with Gods will and Gods way that he wants and tells me to do for my life and situation. It has been extremely hard at times because wpart of my old self was having my heart posture not in the right area at all. It was all over the place and I was leaned and even in the devil's grasp. He wanted to have me but God said no!!! It took me so long to come back and accept Jesus and God into my heart and i am so thankful and grateful that i did again!!!! After dealing with your crazy ex girlfriend for almost a year and a half you finally put yourself first and broke up with her after some serious pondering because all you saw was what she COULD be not what she was to you and for you. God has taught you after what you have been taught as the last thing is to be selfish with your energy and wellbeing! This was extremely hard for me and you because you just wanted to serve and do anything you could for others within your power because you always knew that that was apart of your purpose within what you were bestowed with your love and light bestowed by God. It feels good to really take care of yourself, i feel amazing and the best i have in my whole life so far even though everything around me is crumbling and withered a lot of hectic things crawling towards you and coming down your neck at the moment. It's still nice because i have healed so much from what once kept me stagnate and shackled!!! There is so so much i want to share but i have to be a little picky chooses within this message because you're gonna say "man i was wildin back then why did i write myself such a long long thing i should just wished myself to have a good day and hope that you're doing yourself good" haha or something like that. Well, to my future self. I hope you are doing many great things for yourself, as selfishly as you choose and doing the best things you can to take care of yourself without feeling sorry for someone else at the choice of choosing YOU!! It's okay to choose yourself over anyone... besides God and Christ Jesus.... butttt.... I know you are safe and secure within your own houses and are traveling and enjoying all the sights God has taken you too! There's so much to see and i bet you're enjoying it all!! I'm excited where you're going next! Have you been to Kenya or Africa yet? I bet you went back to your hometown not long ago huh? What about that place in Peacetree, are you staying there or are you renting that out? I bet you went to New York then Las Vegas like i was planning for so long huh? That probably was the first one when you traveled by yourself first then right? Goodness there's so much i wanna know! I just know and hope you're being smart with all your money:). I know myself and of course i'm spending a good amount but i know im structuring it and saving as much or however much i am choosing too. Ooo did you go through with your Japan cities tour? Yea yea ik what you're saying rn " there's only so much places you can visit in 6 mo and yes yes i know i may get a little heads of myself but that's okay i just know you're loving the cultures and experiences you're being taken to and felt from God. I know you're helping anyone you can and feel called to help which i bet is amazing to not even want anything from all those new people you're helping overcome and grow closer to Christ and having a relationship or better relationship with our Father God!!!!!! I wonder where you chose to settle down at? There's a lot of places i was choosing from but knowing me i stayed specific places for a little while in whatever it may have been then decided on 1 or a couple. I wonder what communities you have chosen to help out and in whatever ways? God has called you to live like a kid again because that's when you shine your light the brightest!!! Remember don't feelnbad for living like one in amounts of course but because you didn't get to have those child-like experiences when you were a youngin, you had all those responsibilities that an adult would have as early as age 6/8. It took you awhile to comprehend that and feel comfortable in this energy of feeling like a kid and not wanting to do too much because all those years of endless situations back to back was adding up and you called me and on God to explain and it was very much needed rest after the years of trauma that was tiring your mental and physical out because you were always on the go, parenting adults as a kid, asking why and other things when no one would epxain things to you because all you wanted to do was just understand. Anyways, i hope you are surrounding yourself with wonderful amazing humans from all different parts of the world and people who i know are truly cherishing your gifts and wonders. They are appreciating the fact they have you in their lives and can truly support you without wanting anything from you, not trying to be YOU, not trying to get over on you or steal your abundance that you rightfully worked for. They don't know the simple fact that you had to walk through the pits of hell and back 4 times over because God made you because he wanted you to be the strongest chosen that he called you to be. Few and chosen and even less and called! You should always appreciate who you are in all aspects of you because God was not mad at you for the pain and suffering that you had to endure for years and years and days on days on end. He did that and was always there with you and was supporting you because he i'll never put something that is not out of your reach in front of you to face! I truly know and can sense that you have amazing soul friends, soul family, and a soul mate now. I know God has chosen the most perfect woman in the universe for you that you are both a Godly involved couple that is centered around God and that it's not hard to love one another! She probably has the prettiest eyes and a beautiful smile, probably has lucious hair as you do or now atleast. Side note, did you cut your hair off i'm not sure if i went through with that to give my hair a reset lol. I've been thinkin lately about myself being bald so i was jw. Anyways i bet you and your godly picked godly blessed woman are married and enjoying each other to the fullest capacity, even if it's just recent make sure to "Put that woman first" like that one song. Make sure to appreciate her buy her flowers and show consideration and always and i mean always Pray with her and lead in your own prayers to strengthen but en your bond in whatever was try at is needed. I wonder where you have or are going to take her, have you hid things from her? or anything significant ? I bet not i know it's probably a very open safe and loving space you guys have cultivated with the help of God! You have been extremely prepared through your exes and other friends and family that have been in your past life so i am not worried one bit. Did you go to school again the? I bet you furthered your education in the ways of broadening your hands on when you have or are creating your own shop. If you have i want to know how that's going to? i have amazing plans for it and i just want to help people that are down on their luck like when i was down on the ground and no one would offer out their hand to help me. I am the person that will do that and has done that because i know what that feels like and within society currently we need more love in the interactions everyone finds rhemezelves in. Did you fix up your old car? I bet it looks so good! It has been through so much like me and that car has always been good to me i am grateful it has helped in many ways for my life. How's your old family doing? How's gma and how's Nana and Papa? I hope you're visiting them often or as often as you can because i know you're extremely busy. Did you ever get your old stuff back? If so was is in the place you suspected? Also, how'd that situation end up i bet you were a little fearful because i am at the money because you see who they truly are and you know the lengths they are trying to go and play w you because they had an assignment from a demon from the devil to try to tarnish me by leading me astray from God and Hods word. I know you're never going for that i'm just curious to see where God has placed you throughout the process of that i know it's probably gonna be difficult of course but my faith and belief is 10x more than my fear for my situation currently . I have faith and trust in My Father God because he is a miracle worker, he is the God i am!!! He has already worked it out for my hoghest and greatestt good! I pray that you are continuing to be grateful and thankful for every meal, every shower, every night and day you are in your own place and own bed. You remember those times when you didn't have any of that and you were going with strength from God alone? Don't ever forget that. I love you Man. Truly and i am grateful for you in the future and i am more than thankful for my past sent and i am appreciative of my current self. It's all one now. Thank you. Thanknyou God hallelujah! I am more thank grateful and thankful because i know you have seen me write this and are watching me currently and then reading this in my future. Amen My Father God and my Lord Jesus Chrit! Thank you God for sending your help from my Angels, Archangels, Spirits, Apirit team, and Acnestors than are continuing to push me into my highest timeline, and to who you have intended for me to be in this lifetime! I love you My Father God and you as well My Lord Jesus Christ!!! Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah!!!! Amen! I hope you are something good for yourself today and are enjoying the fruits of your labor because currently i am satiated within the word and spirit of God because i know what is to come for me and my purpose for and through him. It is all happening for God to show his glory and might to show EVERYONE who is King and who reigns over the heaven and earth! Amennnnn! Take care of yourself Man I love you and i know you Love me too haha , remember as i am now i see you my future self and my kid self now so always remember i am right next to you with you as well as that little boy we once were and we were all needed in every situation we came cross; we had to be that way to protect our heart and our sanity and as well as safety. Remember God is always with you in everything you do. Take care of yourself as well as your future self and lastly your little kid self. I love you Man enjoy your day at whatever point you are reading this i am writing this currently early in the morning after 12am. I love you Man ik i'm saying it a lot but it took us so long to really love us so i am expressing that to you now! Haha okay bye bye take some time off for you, you deserve it i bet you're working your *** off as of lately. 
Ps. Did we get that cat back or that dog?

Okay oka see you later!