A letter from March 4th, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Omg.... 19! I can cry right now crazy to think that we are really 19 i'm writing this from 18 year old joc I just wanted to say that i'm so proud of you for all the hard work you put into getting your license and as of right now i don't have my license but i know i will I take my test on thursday and yeah hopefully it goes great i know i will pass but im just a little nervous right now im in this weird waiting stage were like what i do next is all based off where we move bc we are suppose to be moving soon and finding a house with an extra room or room for a shed or something is hard and i hope to find one with 4 rooms so i can pay mom 400$ every month to have a nail room bc that's way cheaper than solons and booth rentals and suites and stuff so how did that go right now i have like 4 different houses 4 different places and idk what's gonna happen and Nv is moving too and i wanna try and move close to him and idk today is just a weird day I saw J on the road today when going to work and i looked in my countdowns and apparently it's been exactly 1 year since me and A broke up and i just get this happy feeling of greatness bc it's like im so changed completely in just one year last year i would work all the time smoke all the time and have no money bc i would let A convince me into giving him all my money for prize picks bc he said he would give it back and never did and it left me broke and now i have racks and racks and a whole paid off car i started my credit 4 months in im at a 650 im abt to be a licensed ******* nail technician they promoted me to sever at work i was so skinny bc i would give him all my food bc i wanted him to eat and i would smoke and not eat be hungry so i got down to 107 now im like 135 or something i fluctuate 140 max and i love myself so much now and everything abt me I can't wait to know what happens next and you already know :)) I hope we have an amazing set up and a whole room for our nails in our new house and we get a steady clientele and I can balance server and Doing nails happily bc i will have my own space for me and my own space for nails bc right now i love doing nails but i don't like how it's in my room and how i can't like have my own space idk ik you understand atp im just yapping but im so proud of you girly and what's next?what do you see yourself doing in the next 5 years ? answer this and ill answer it now I see myself buying a house somehow and living so happily and getting my own shop for nails and not having to work for anyone but myself 💕