A letter from Mar 02, 2025

Dear FutureMe, I hope this letter find you well, in the last year so much has happened and its been very hard to get used to all the changes, so after some big crises I noticed that i need to make changes in the person I am so that I can understand myself as a new person just as my life is becoming something new. First, a great thing happened which was that I realized my dream of going to university, I am loving my academic life and I have learned a lot and I am excited about all the possibilities that this will bring me. But one of the biggest difficulties I faced was distancing myself from my friends since now I have had little time to do anything other than study and work. I have a new job now, which is better than my last one, but it has been very difficult to adapt and I don't know what to expect from it. Besides that, the big point of everything has been my relationships, since I had that disastrous relationship almost two years ago, I have never been able to have a relationship with anyone again and it is being a challenge to understand this part of my life. After a long time being a little depressed for about half a year, I gradually started to reconnect with myself and do things I love, like reading and learning music. I started going out again and made new good friends, and I'm also following the Buddhist philosophy that has helped me a lot to find the best way to face life. After this contextualization, the reason for writing this letter is to kind of revive this tradition that I used to do, and share what I want to achieve this year. First, I want to dedicate myself even more rigorously to my studies, I also want to disconnect from screens, social networks and the internet, I want to recapture the brighter color that life had when I was little and still didn't waste time on cell phones. I want to finally write my first book, I want to go back to painting and become good at playing the guitar, and the main thing that starts from this letter: I'm going to be celibate for a year, without casual *** with people I barely know or going out with superficial people on dating apps, I want to dedicate myself only to real connections. This letter will arrive at the time when I will be on vacation from work and probably going on the trip that I have been planning for so long and I want to read this letter when I am on the train, I can already imagine the scene, that slow train passing through the beautiful landscapes full of mountains and serpentine rivers and the very blue sky, so with this letter in hand I hope to have a beautiful retrospective of an incredible year that I had and of each of the things that I did and of what I did to become a better person. Good luck boy, I know you'll be able to handle it, you always do.