A letter from Mar 02, 2025

Dear FutureMe, (Lol, this was the first prompt that came up when I hit "inspire me"🥲) Just recently, as of yesterday, decided that Imma have to get over Junior. As much as I liked him and thought he liked me to, there are too many signs that I just might be wasting my time. I don't feel live more than a friend by him, and I just don't think we would make a good match at all. I realised that his not the guy I imagined if I thought "who is my future husband". So my relationship status, single af!!! What I have also am realised these couple weeks that I've like him is that I honestly crave to be loved, to be touched, to be seen, yk. But I guess I should also strive to love God more and love myself more. I haven't had a proper bible study session in a long time and my weeks have been feeling some kind of empty I can't really explain. There's been a void. I haven't spent time with my father. It's currently 03:48am as I'm writing this, just moved and it's a Sunday. I hope wherever you are right now that you love God so much that you don't need to fill that void with fantasies and guys who might hurt you. If you are still single, I hope you're dating yourself and getting to know who you are. If you are in a relationship, I hope you picked the guy who loves you and isn't afraid to show it AT ALL, and that he loves God more than he does you. And if by the slightest chance you are back in the position I'm currently in just know you are loved by God and it's a lot. I love you and hope to see how you flourish this is year💋 P.S. GO READ YOUR BIBLE!!!