A letter from Mar 01, 2025

Dear FutureMe, I have so much to say. Where do I start??? Yesterday was the best day of your life. You sang, danced, ran in the rain, and most importantly, you were in love. The weather definitely set me up. And you've come so far. You've healed so much. From having crippling anxiety, panic attacks every day, vaping all the time, being hypercritical of yourself, self conscious, and having horrible friends, to not needing any nicotine, having a healthy internal monologue, good friends, and someone you're in love with who loves you back. And you've always been so frozen in your body. Afraid to move, to speak. Paralyzed. But you were able to dance like an animal. And in front of him too! Your therapist said youve made a lot of progress and you're on the right track. Us from 2024 would never believe this. Us from 2023 would pass out. And us from 2018 would not recognize us. And today also marks a year since you started talking to him. So cheers to that too!