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Dear FutureMe,
It begins now... our better life.
Okay I know I probably shouldn't hype it up. Both my friends and doctor have told me so. But I cannot help but feel giddy with excitement. I am overwhelming with silent hope that this will change my life for the better.
Today I got my Zoloft prescription at the Apothecary near me. honestly the morning was a bit do a mess. I went at 9am when they opened and they didn't have it. The place looked nice though and I'm glad I went here for my prescription over CVS. It definitely feels bougie. I called at lunch and rhey still didn't have it. the guy said it might come later in the week which EMOTIONALLY UPSET ME. But I held it together. Thankfully at 4:45 they called me saying it finally arrived. I dashed for it and left work which hopefully Sergej didn't clock.
Roman said something weird today though. As I was coming back, the elevator door opened while he was walking by. I pretended to hit him and he snarkily said “You trying to **** me in the back?” I was shook. What does he know?!?! I’m sure he knows I’ve distanced myself from him. I haven’t messaged him in weeks. I stopped talking to him mostly at work. I still fake smile and fake greet him in the morning. We also stopped walking home together and hugging each other goodbye.
I know my loud mouth can be heard when I’m yapping to Maria about how much I hate Roman now. I wonder how much he knows and how much he has heard. To be fair he also has not brought anything up and chooses to be fake friendly and cordial. And honestly I prefer it that way.
Anyways I just finished eating. I’m just sitting on my table holding this bottle about to take my first tablet. I feel like this is such a milestone. Hopefully the side effects aren’t too bad. But I’m kinda excited for the possibilities. I wonder how my life will change 6 months from today. A year from today. Hopefully for the good 🤞🏼
It begins now... our better life.
Okay I know I probably shouldn't hype it up. Both my friends and doctor have told me so. But I cannot help but feel giddy with excitement. I am overwhelming with silent hope that this will change my life for the better.
Today I got my Zoloft prescription at the Apothecary near me. honestly the morning was a bit do a mess. I went at 9am when they opened and they didn't have it. The place looked nice though and I'm glad I went here for my prescription over CVS. It definitely feels bougie. I called at lunch and rhey still didn't have it. the guy said it might come later in the week which EMOTIONALLY UPSET ME. But I held it together. Thankfully at 4:45 they called me saying it finally arrived. I dashed for it and left work which hopefully Sergej didn't clock.
Roman said something weird today though. As I was coming back, the elevator door opened while he was walking by. I pretended to hit him and he snarkily said “You trying to **** me in the back?” I was shook. What does he know?!?! I’m sure he knows I’ve distanced myself from him. I haven’t messaged him in weeks. I stopped talking to him mostly at work. I still fake smile and fake greet him in the morning. We also stopped walking home together and hugging each other goodbye.
I know my loud mouth can be heard when I’m yapping to Maria about how much I hate Roman now. I wonder how much he knows and how much he has heard. To be fair he also has not brought anything up and chooses to be fake friendly and cordial. And honestly I prefer it that way.
Anyways I just finished eating. I’m just sitting on my table holding this bottle about to take my first tablet. I feel like this is such a milestone. Hopefully the side effects aren’t too bad. But I’m kinda excited for the possibilities. I wonder how my life will change 6 months from today. A year from today. Hopefully for the good 🤞🏼
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