A letter from Feb 24, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Hi, future Hapifah! I'm so confused about what to say... Umm, before anything else, I wanna know how you're doing! How's life?? Are you happy? Or maybe feeling a little sad?? Wkwk it's okay tho, you've always had a hard time anyway, right? Wkwkwk. Are you still listening to your favorite playlist? The one with Feby Putri and all those sad songs? Oh, btw, if I'm 18 years old now, that means you're 19 already?? Wow, you're getting old, hahaha... So, tell me, have you reached my dreams yet?? Right now, I'm super busy studying to get into a PTN. How about you? Did you make it?? Ahh, even if you haven’t, it's totally fine... I know getting into a PTN is insanely hard, so don’t stress too much and never think you're not worthy. Maybe it just wasn't meant to be. Or wait... did you actually succeed??? Did you get into the PTN I’m dreaming of right now?? WAAAHH CONGRATS YAA!! Have you posted that trend showing off your almamater jacket yet?? You know, the one with the "aw awaw aw aww" song? Wkwk. You better have posted it, or else! 😡 Go do it NOW! If you still remember, right now are my last days with my 12 IPS friends. Today is the first day of our practical exams, and luckily, I managed to get through it quite easily. Last night, I was so happy because I got to chat with my crush again—yep, his name is Rifki, the guy I’ve liked for four years now, since 2022. I texted him to ask about the university in Nusa Putra, but tbh, I just missed him wkwk classic move hahaha... so yeah, I’m feeling super happy this morning xixi. Speaking of love life, my friends are in the same boat as me. Take Delvia, for example. She’s SOOOO into Gajun, but yeah... they're in a "situationship," just like me. And till now, we still can’t move on from those guys, huhu. Then there’s Mariyam—psttt, she just broke up, guys! She said they just got tired of their relationship, and she was afraid of adding more sins by dating, so yeah, they called it quits. But the truth is, she still loves Ari like crazy and hasn’t moved on yet... And then there's my cutest friend, Intan. She’s single and living her best life! Well, technically, she has a lot of boyfriends, but the catch is... they're all imaginary WKWK. Who else if not the NCT members? Haha... Anyway, to all my friends, I hope we all succeed no matter what path we take, and I really wish we can still hang out together despite our busy lives... Btw, how do you feel after reading this letter?? Whatever happens, even if you don’t turn out exactly how I imagined, it's totally okay. Just keep being a whole human, someone who can bring even the tiniest bit of good to people around you. I really hope you’re now chasing our dreams and studying at IPB or UNPAD... And I bet you're super busy with your new life as a college student living in a dorm! So? Am I right or what?? Hehe, anyway, keep going, future me! You got this! 💖