A letter from Feb 23, 2025

Dear Future Emanuela, I spent two hours this Saturday 22 at night meditating and had many hallucinations from my past life. I saw visions of myself, my mother, my grandmother, and even a past life—or perhaps it was this life in the future. In that vision, you were standing inside a circular chamber with a hole in the ceiling, through which a circular sky could be seen, shaped like a dome. The space was dark, except for the area where you stood, which was illuminated. You were adorned with many jewels of different stones, metals, and colors—on your forehead, ears, neck, and arms. I was floating, fully aligned, at the level of your navel, lying in the air. You had your eyes closed and were moving your arms over different parts of my body, while many spherical lights fell from the circular dome in the dark sky. The sensation of the scene was that you were performing some kind of surgery on me, healing me. When the lights fell on my body, I felt everything moving like jelly. I had many visions and deep reflections about the future of this life. In that moment in the future, I knew the purpose of why I met you and why you met me. I traveled to different places—to see my grandmother, to witness my mother’s childhood, and even to see some glimpses of yours, such as Christmas and your relationship with my mother. Baby, I would never play with this, but I saw so many things, and in the end, I understood that your life and many events in it are intertwined with events from my grandmother’s and my mother’s lives. There were so many coincidental things that happened in your childhood that also happened to my mother and grandmother. I’m writing all of this down because I know I’ll forget it… Also, when you were healing me in that dome, my father, my grandfather, and other people I didn’t recognize—who were with me—left when I was finally healed. My grandmother was there too, as if they were all finally able to rest or be reborn at that moment. When they left, I felt a great weight lift from my body. Through all of this, I was in the future, reflecting on how we met. The vision I had was that we met in this life so that you could save my life—so that I wouldn’t die as I did in another life. And I met you so that you could fulfill the dream of your life’s purpose, which will have a huge impact on society’s health. I also realized that one of the greatest personal lessons I would gain from knowing you in this life is learning not to make people feel bad. Many people have seen me as a source of inspiration, but too often, my ego and my focus on my own problems end up disappointing them. At first, they idealize me, but then something about me discourages them, even though meeting me initially had a positive impact on them. This is something that, through my journey with you, will push me to reach another level of empathy—one that goes beyond worrying only about myself. When I was reflecting on this, I realized that it would help me immensely in fulfilling my life’s purpose of leaving a positive impact. I saw all of this like a distorted movie playing at high speed. In those two hours, everything happened so fast. Baby, everything I saw makes sense. I also saw you in a dark place, and my whole body started shaking as if in spasms. Right now, my entire body and joints hurt, just like they did in Colombia. When you come, you will also know that you are doing the right thing—because in order to gain the power to heal others, you had to go through this first.