A letter from Feb 22, 2025

Dear Olivia in 6 months, Hey! How is everything? Not a flaming pile of **** I hope! I really want to start trying now. I look back on the past 3 years and dread my lack of action, I mean imagine how much I could've progressed in all this time. Now I want to throw myself into... well everything. I want to have hobbies, make art, learn new things, go out and do things just because. As much as where I am now is comfortable and safe, it doesn't make me happy, only regretful. So here is a list of everything I want to do now: Make more art Start working on my portfolio Learn more 3D (unreal, blender, maya) Go out to cafes Go to weird cool places Maybe start running or doing some yoga?? Biking Disconnect, stop watching so much tv & get off social media Read more Play video games Don't buy useless **** unless I KNOW I'm going to use it/feel happy w/ it I don't want to look back on these next few years and feel the regret that I do now, this is me making a promise to myself to try more so that I don't have to extend this any longer. So if I haven't done this already, this is your reminder to start now, don't let this cycle continue, even if you feel fine as you are now, you won't feel the same in years to come. <3