A letter from Feb 21, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Today has been a major milestone in our lives. I'm still not even sure how to process it but I know this is something big. We have been FANTASIZING and imaging this for years. WE FINALLY GOT A PRESCRIPTION for an ANTIDEPRESSANT (Zoloft). I met with my Psychiatrist Dr . Anita Verma and we finalized my medicine plan. She says that I definitely qualify with my symptoms to get medicine. She says I definitely have anxiety and some level of depression along with potential ADHD.... I MEAN IT ALL KINDA MAKES SENSE HAHA I've always confidently known I have depression and anxiety, but i've been unsure about the ADHD. I always joked about it BUT i guess it's real. ALSO IM SHOOK, i was scared my medicine is going to be expensive but my month supply is only $2 ?!?!?! I CAN ACTUALLY AFFORD THIS. I'm still scared about my looming psych bills. I haven't seen anything yet. My Langone specialist visits and office copays are supposed to be free but I don't know. I could still be charged. I have to wait 1-2 months before I see a bill. And hopefully it is zero. ANYWAYS this could be the start of a better life for me. I wonder how I will change. Will i feel better? Will life be better? I know I'm probably hyping up this medicine and it won't be as magical of panacea as I think it is. But who ******* knows. MY LIFE COULD CHANGE FOR THE BETTER. And isn't that already magical by itself.