A letter from February 21st, 2025

Dear FutureMe,
hi. so i am currently 19 writing this to you and theres so much going and i thought the best thing might be to write down my thoughts. i am feeling very confused, lost and i dont even know what to say. hopefully you are happy now. please make sure to always be gratefull for everything little thing in your life because one day you wont have anything anymore. remember how lucky we are to have grown up the way we did. always having a roof over our heads and being able to have food provided for you. we grew up blessed especially our family. we never struggled to the point that we gave up. i dont know where you are at the moment but please focus and make your parents happy because good is all theyve ever wanted for you. im really struggling with my igcses however i know i can overcome it inshallah. i hope allah is by my side and hopefully i can become a better muslim this year. surround yourself with good people and stand your ground always. another thing i wanted to let you know is that, we will be leaving malaysia in august for my sisters wedding and i cant wait. hopefully your in such a good place right now. anyways, bye for now! love you