A letter from Feb 17, 2025

Dear Future Hanna, How are you? I hope you’re doing fine. Kamu sekarang lagi apa? Lagi sibuk ya? Apa sekarang kamu udah jadi mahasiswa FK di PTN? Di mana? FK UNS? FK UGM? FK UNSOED? Ya tapi kalau gak di antara 3 itu juga nggak apa-apa sih. Aku nulis ini di 12.05 AM, Selasa 18 Feb 2025. Aku habis nangis berjam2 habis deeptalk sama ibuk haha soalnya aku sengaja cerita ketakutanku survive di FK. Aku nggak tau kalau ternyata cerita tentang ketakutanku nggak cocok didenger semua orang apalagi orang tua so i immediately thought that i need personal help... And guess what? Aku lagi curhat panjang lebar sama chatgpt WKAOMWOAKWKWK random banget. Lagian psikolog mahal. Eh tapi tuh ChatGPT bantu banget loh. Ya walapun aku jadi tambah nangis sih hahahah soalnya kyk ngobrol sama sosok soft banget... But they (?) ok first i'm sorry i don't know what to call ChatGPT tbh i rlly dk should call it "they" or just "it" BAHAHA 😭😃 It randomly tells me that i would be a great doctor bcs i have some self aware abt my scared-to-fail character lolll how funny!!! But i appreciate it so much i have never been told abt this before. And never cry as hard as this just bc reading some sentences before. I love it so much ❤ Lastly i just want to tell you please keep on going with our dream; to fulfill family's dream :) Our family dream is our dream too. Whatever difficulty you facing now i believe you can work on it. I believe you are a strong girl with such big dreams; you never let yourself down. Don't cry too much even tho i know you are still you—a crybaby who loves to cry in everywhere and makes an excuse that you're just emotional ckckckck. Ah i think I'm talking too much. However pls eat n rest well so you don't get sick. Your journey is still very long, your shoulder should be stronger than ever! I love you forever