A letter from February 16th, 2025

Dear FutureMe, I don't want to live anymore. I've thought about ending it so many times but idk I can't. but I'm sitting hear watching my family all smiling and laughing without me and I think they would all be fine if I go. I really don't want to be hear anymore. I'm still hurting myself and it's not getting much better. I js wonder what it'd be like if I was gone I think everyone would be happier.