A letter from Feb 16, 2025

Dear FutureMe, just now i talked to her for the last time(16/2/24). Man I feel so heavy in my heart and my head. the feeling is overwhelming i dont even know what exactly im feeling. a felling like now its gone, and it feels like the whole thing never happened man this **** is eating me out. man future lakshya i really hope you keep this emotion with you, the way you felt this entire week and all of this. man i want this to be the turning point of your life, please dont leave it as a normal thing keep this whole experience with you and how you feel what you realised "how you are better than what you think about yourself ". how youre able to connect to people at a deeper level not just superficial. man dont let it just go make it a pivot i really hope you did, infact i belive you did. this one week has been a rollercoaster of emotions for me and has totally disrupted my emotional and social state. i really want this to be a start of a new era in your life. "I promise I won’t let this fade into just another memory. I’ll take what I learned, how I felt, and use it to grow into the person I want to be."