A letter from Feb 14, 2025

Happy valentines day gorgeous. This time last year you were feeling crummy, you still hadn't got a handle on your self confidence or self worth and you cut and coloured your hair while on your period (mistake). But this year. You are happy, alone, together, whatever. You have found your light again, you are independent, thriving, enjoying your life to the fullest every possible second. You aren't using social media as an escape any more. You're living a life with actual ready people and feelings and events and fun things left, right and centre. You are living in your own space, enjoying the mundane, cooking for yourself and taking little trips to the shops to peruse. The dog is so happy, you have built him up into a confident, amazing dog. He's fulfilled every day, still is obsessed with you and is living his best life. You have so many friends and hobbies and a buzzing social life, you are the light of your own life as well as so many other people's. You can do anything you put your mind to, you've built a brand. People love it. People buy stuff from you. You are cherished by everyone who meets you and that sad lonely girl in the bathtub is so proud of you and what you've become and achieved. You are better than when you first met him, that confident girl you were always chasing is not even the tip of your excellence. You've proved to yourself and everyone else that you are so worthy of everything. You deserve the world. Keep looking out for yourself, don't be too hard on her. She's trying, but she will get there. You are there. You are her. I love you, I'll be your forever valentine. Lucy xxx