A letter from Feb 14, 2025

Dear Camwen, you a ***** *** ***** and you have no valentine. You suck mega **** and your daddy got arrest the other day because he broke the law. Today is your parents anniversary and they have recently broken up. You don't know how to talk to people because you have been desensitized to talking to people and you now have social anxiety. Your singing voice is out of wack and now people who you were better then are now better than you because of your own negligence. You don't get morning wood and I predict by your senior year you will have ED. This ain't cheddar, this kesh. After you are done with both the Highschool show and with the other one, you plan on shaving your head because you want a "fresh start" and it'll make you "better" My *****, you are not special, you should **** your self NOW! You think acting like Ben Cheatler will make people care about you. I'm telllling you, no one cares, not a soul. Everyone has their own life, they are the main character of their own life. You plan on shooting a video were you are covered in bruises, naked, and have pro China tats on yo body. Now, will it get filmed? Hopefully. It'll be nice because you haven't made a video since October. This isn't a "I want people to see this" that's some of it, it's more of a "I made this and I'm proud of myself". You really need to plan for it though, you don't want to go to the shoot and not have anything. What you are going to do is write the stuff you need for the video and then get that stuff and then go to the shoot. It's that easy! If this doesn't happen then this won't age very well would it? You'd look pretty dumb. You planned on being in a bunch of shows this year, but now your not sure what you want to put time into, you're having a bit of FOMO and a bit of jealousy of not being in something better while everyone else is. You ******* ****, you got base chorus and everyone (even Zander) got ******* Chamber are you ******* kidding me stupid *** *****, **** you ****. Jesus ******* Christ. You suck so much bro like come on. Jackson Connors... That *** got in it and you didn't. **** yourself and I mean it, get a box cutter and slit your ******* throat you stupid *****. Anyways, watch movies, be bald (cool bald like JPEG or MJ), and make more videos. ALSO, if you haven't done those streams yet then come on. This was made on 2/14/25 and you don't have the streams written? Make stuff! If your getting this on a bad day during your Sophomore year, then think about all the great nice stuff you did the last 6 months. You have talent and you need to use that. Maybe it isn't writing a "screen play" but when your on stage it just feels soooo righhhht 😩. Just remember what your last name is. I mean come on. (I'm not saying it cause it's public) but, whenever you are feeling down, think of your last name :) Please stay bald (maybe) Idk you'll be bald in a little bit but when you become that then that should push you to become better at whatever it is you want to be better at right then and there. Drink water, mind your own business, and *****