A letter from Feb 13, 2025

My Love, You've done it. You've made it. 2025 is finally YOUR year. It's ******* February, and I feel so on top of the world right now. I'm surrounded by people who love me, who see me, who recognise just how much I have to give. I can't ******* believe my life right now. It's been two weeks since EDY noticed me and asked me to come into the studio. Two weeks since the biggest shift of my life. He’s given me SO much hope, and for the first time ever, it feels like someone with real power is reaching out their hand and saying, I see you. Let me help. Little Mila cannot believe what is happening right now. She would be SOBBING, shaking, unable to process that all those nights spent staring at the ceiling, wondering if she was crazy to believe in this dream. It wasn’t for nothing. I've made three songs this week, and they all sound exactly like how I felt at the time of writing. Do you even realise how insane that is? That I got to take my emotions, my sadness, my clarity, my confusion, my fire, and turn it into something real? I needed this. Not just as a way to let everything out, but as proof that my feelings are meant to be heard, that my words have weight, that my voice is powerful. THIS is the reason I didn’t give up on life. THIS is why I kept going. I feel so emo rn WTF. Christian, Edward, and Luan have changed my ******* life, and it's only going to get better. What the hell. I want to go back in time and hug my younger self so tight. I want to tell her I did it. We did it. Every single night I spent doubting myself wondering if I was wasting my time, if I’d ever make enough money to do this, if I’d ever meet the right people but IT HAPPENED. I MADE IT HAPPEN. Are you hearing me? I ******* did that. I'm starting a postgrad. I'm in the studio every week. I'm literally living the life I begged the universe for. AND, apparently, I’m this close to getting a BOYFRIEND?? HUHHHHHH. (lmk if it worked out hehe, maybe I’ll write some love songs soon.) Music has always been my way of making sense of everything. Every heartbreak. Every disappointment. Every time I thought I was stuck forever. And now, here I am turning all of that into something beautiful. Something real. Something that people will hear and feel in their own bones. I don’t even have the words for how much this means to me. And listen if I ever find myself feeling lost again, if things ever get heavy, I need to remember this moment. This exact one. The proof that things always turn around. That I am so capable. That I don’t give up. That I am meant to be here. No matter what happens next, I will always have this, and I will always have music. I have spent 5 years praying for my roller coaster to go back up, and I can't even see the top yet. But I know I’m getting closer. I know the best parts are still ahead of me. I am so lucky to be alive. I am so lucky to have been given so many opportunities already this year. And I cannot wait to find out what else is coming. It’s only a matter of time before it gets even better.