A letter from Feb 13, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Its two days before valentine's day, but I don't really mind it this year. Of course I'm lonely, and I love it when i have a boyfriend, but I just keep reminding myself of how it felt. The clock is ticking on the senior Ive been crushing on for months. The guy in my culinary; i barely know him but all i want is to know him, you know? Winter was more or less rough, but I feel summer trickling in, and i have short periods of being sad, but lately? Ive been happy. I have ambitions and a want to change, but more so I have acceptance and a want to not be judgemental. I am very concerned with my grades. I guess the time I read this it will be the beginning of junior year. Yes, i really really want a boyfriend. Am i more confident after getting my braces off? Did he ever come back? Have we even had a conversation between me sending this and you reading this? I guess only you and time can tell. I feel less worried about the future. There's a numbness lately i can't shake, but that's the way life happens sometimes, good periods and bad.