A letter from Feb 11, 2025

Dear Future Me, im trying really hard to make you a person that feels capable of change, im feeling everything now so that you don't have to, i don't know what to do with all of this uncertainty, im trying to build an ark because i know uncertainty is a part of life. it is affecting me in beautiful ways, im feeling a lot and crying a lot and trying to understand myself. right now you're feeling a bit anxious, a bit sick, nervous for job interviews but trying to stay in the frequency of abundance - i hope you are practicing the things that make you feel good. put yourself first, you are my greatest creation, my most worthwhile muse and project - you are the focus, you matter the most in this story. fill your cup and let eveyrone feel the overflow, every day go to bed thinking what will make me happy tomorrow, and please do that thing. life is not hard, it is actually very easy and simple, lean into that feeling. it will all be okay - it's going to unfold so beautifully i promise you it will