A letter from Feb 11, 2025

From me(Emmanuel), 2025 First of, I want to sincerely apologize tho I know it is highly unnecessary. Still I'd like you all to know that I considered everyone in my life before I did what I did. I had choice and this was the better one. Been battling this feeling for as long as I can remember, it was my only companion ever since I was a kid even if I didn't know what it was at that time. But then, it decided to leave me and I don't know how else or what else to feel so I decided to return the favour of following it, since it has been with me from forever. I am deeply sorry and I can imagine everyone's reaction. But best believe that I made the best decision. I think the mistake in reasoning was that good decision is always tantamount to good outcome. Nah, good or bad action equally have good or bad outcomes. For a while, I've been craving immortality and being among the stars, I guess I am now or in the worst place y'all can imagine. Well, it is said that when a place gets (too) toxic, you leave. So I hope you understood why I had to do what I did. Might not be that earth became toxic for me, maybe I became toxic for the earth. Or maybe I simply suffer daily because I don't belong here. Dear super hero Dad, comforting Mom, beloved bro(I'm sorry you now have only you as your kind), my sweet sisters... I love you all and I'm sorry. Dear nieces and nephews, 🥹 I am so sorry. Dear friends and acquaintance, I hope y'all can forgive me. Thank you, it was hell while it lasted but I had y'all. Until I didn't. I hope Nigeria is getting better? Did Ronaldo win the world cup or got to a thousand goal? Has Messi retired? Is NF and rod wave still doing music? How's Olamide doing now? Did David later won the Grammy? What later happened to Naruto, tanjiro, Ichigo, Luffy and the rest? What about Thorfinn? Hope y'all now single mfs now have babes? ****... So many questions but it cool. Please, don't do no rememberance, let me go.. fr, I'm chill. Au revoir... Fr, sayou nara. To you all, 2026