A letter from February 9th, 2025

Dear FutureMe, this past you (I mean me kkk) is dealing a lot with right now. Having a 5 month old baby, writing bachelor's thesis about 2D material right now, really frustrating because of busy, exhausting schedules and cannot rest when back home because I have to take care of my baby, breastfeeding and home chores! Sometimes I get really angry that I feel like misunderstood by my husband. We were totally ok before having a baby. We have been  love birds for 6years. But now I cannot get what's going on, why this is happening to us.However, there is in my heart a little bright light that everything will be okay, i will be happy and be loved and be understood again. I hope that I have successfully completed it and wrote a scientific paper with this experiment. Even though, it is feeling really hard and unachieveable, I trust myself that I can do it. I hope that I am studying abroad doing my masters degree,  that my baby is growing healthy, intelligent and joyful, and that I am happier than ever with my husband. I think I deserve these.