I hope ur okay.

Hey.
So, everythings so hard rn. Mom's mean and confusing, people hate me and I don't know why, people are so judgemental and rude. It affects me sm. I just wanna be happy but I'm battling depression rn and it's not cool. I want someone to understand me but no one wants to listen. I just wanna cry and end it all. My face is ugly, I think I'm a lazy person (I am.) I want to feel free but people get angry at me and I just wanna cry. I don't like Anikha, she's judgemental and scary. I feel like everything I do, she's just criticizing it. I want you to tell me, is everything okay? Will we be happy? Am I still ugly? Do I have a lover maybe since you know I've been **********... Will we finally have good friends? I'm so tired...