A letter from Feb 05, 2025

Dear Future Kaki, Today is 6 months before our anniversary. We are in the middle of a fight that I started. Actually a better way of thinking about it is that we are in the middle of a fight I could have stopped before. Many times before. Because all you ever ask for is to be loved. So hopefully I have learnt my lesson by the time that you read this. Hopefully I have learnt that when you get great things in your life you hold them close with care as opposed to squashing them in the very hands that are supposed to protect them. Today you are hurt. You are scared. You are worried about starting all over again when we have been together for so long. You are worried about meeting a new version of the man you fell in love with while you are missing the guy you started out with. So hopefully in the future you are in you know that I love you. You don't just read it but you know it with every fibre of your being. That you know the past couple of years have been amazing with you in it. From the laughter and care to the sad moments that have been shared together. I care about you so much and I hope you know that from reading this. During the fight I have been reading some of your FutureMe letters and they have amazing things to say but one that caught my attention was one where you said I shouldn't be drinking dairy from regular shmegular places. It was so randomly sweet. I am crazy about you Kaki Kimani. I hope you know that. I hope you feel it. I hope you know that you make me happy and I can only hope that I give you even a fraction of what you give me. Sending love and a latte. Love, Yobz.