A letter from Feb 02, 2025

Hey Kai... How you doing? Better than right now I'm hoping. It's been 6 months since you and Maddy broke up and you still miss her every single day. But that's okay cuz you know she's happy now with her new partner and still continue to support her even if she doesn't know that. You're a good person with a good heart, and that's why you still have these thoughts and feelings towards her. You don't wish her any bad in life, and I think that's something to be proud of. You're still hurt and still grieving right now, and I hope that by the time you read this, you've healed a lot more, if not all, of yourself. You're otp with Isabel rn while she goes to sleep lol. How's Gio? still friends? I hope. Don't mess that friendship up. He's a good guy yea. And I'm PRAYING you're still in school lmao. Please just finish it already. Barber career? Still doing what you love? get your license yet? i swtg ill throw hands if you're not doing that. And if you're not then, I hope you're doing something you love. anyways... I am unable to love anyone right now, and that's okay too. Its just a reminder that what i felt for her was the most real love there was. And that the next one who comes along will receive just as much love. If there is a next one. lmk how that's going lol. Cuz rn to me, i don't wanna look at another person. Maddy is in my head 25/8. Her fingers are in the folds of my brain and I cant figure out how to get them out :/ Again, I'm hoping and praying that by the time you're reading this, she's out of your head. At least not an everyday thing. you weigh 154lbs rn. Lets keep it below that yea? I know you're reading this skinnier... right? PLEASEEEE. How's Blue? still being the best boy? My soulmate forever, i love him so much. Still have all of the stuff from you and Maddy? got the tub of stuff still? what'd you end up doing with the ring? cuz rn girl... u cant get rid of none of that lmao. And thats okay. Continue to grieve and feel. Thats what you're good at. feeling. Being an empath. Never let that change. its 2:13am rn and idk what to say anymore. I just hope you're doing okay kid. Love you, talk soon.