A letter from February 2nd, 2025

Dear FutureMe, I love him so much.But I think he hates me. It pinches my heart when he says he doesn't have a chance with me when boy am I ready to leave everything for him.If he's so smart why isn't he noticing how I look at him or is he just ignoring the signs. This is why I don't want to be in love cause when everything goes well I feel I'm on the top of world but when it doesn't it hurts and I can't even explain where it's hurting. I've wracked my heart for so long and I now I so believe that it's better to quell this feeling that I have for him. If it isn't going to reciprocate it will bruise ten times more than this. I swear this is real goodbye.