A letter from Jan 31, 2025

Dear future Amelia How are you? Hopefully good, I as of now am kind of confused… while I have finally decided to go trans (MtoF) because I feel I can’t be a man, I’m still conflicted. Due to this I can’t really be a Christian anymore and it’s making me more confused about which path is the right one now. I’ve gotten support from friends (you know whom) and people have hated the idea (you also know whom). But I hope you are happy with whichever path you end up going and I hope you got way more happy with your art than I am now… being honest right now it… sucks big time. I mean the world is the big place and a lot can happen in a year so I hope you are happy, better with whatever you plan on doing rather it be continuing art, or finally pursuing music or that new channel, and I so, being honest it’s not fun having your family monitoring everything you do on your channel and bash on you for posting the art you like it… hurts I know. But you got this, whatever you are doing or where ever you are, I still believe in you and… I love you Sincerely, Polar/Amelia 🩵