A letter from Jan 29, 2025

dear, future, hopefully happier, probably prettier, 14-year-old Alice. How's your life going? I hope that it's better than mine right now. Let me remind you of some stuff that's going on right now. First of all, I'm in a LOT of trouble. Texting Jaden in the middle of the night. We got caught and now I don't have a boyfriend anymore and I'm not going to yg for a long long time and I'm also not doing newsies. I'm also not getting my phone back probably forever. I'm not allowed to talk to the love of my life. That itself is just... devastating. I'm so sad. This is the WORST period of my life so far. and hopefully forever. my life was the best it had ever been, and now it's all gone. All the puzzle pieces were falling right into place, and I had almost everything I had ever wanted. Only 20 more days and my life would be perfect. And then it got RIPPED away from me. everything. gone. I cried for 3 weeks straight. Now, I'm kinda just numb. On the better side of things, my parents are looking into buying a house. It's very close to the one I live in right now and it's a little bigger and nicer, and brand-new. I hope we get it. My parents are in Arizona right now because my mom is getting surgery. I have some questions for you. Am I going back to YG? Do I get to talk to Jaden/did I reunite with him? Do I still have his shirt? Does he still love me? Do I still love him? Have I SH(ed) ever since? Am I going to Caldera? Do I get to go to summer camp/Oscars? Did we buy the house that I wanted? Am I still in a lot of trouble? How is my relationship with Cora? I'm prettier.... right? Do I still write music? Has anyone died? Did Biden die? (February 16th) Did Jaden call me on my Birthday? How is my mental health? Do Morgan and I still write letters to each other? Did I get my phone back? Have I liked anyone other than Jaden? Did I get over him? (I hope not) Did he get over me/forget me? (I HOPE NOT) Did I lose weight? Am I happy...? I hope you're doing well and feel better than I am. I love you. Sincerely, 13-year-old Alice. January 29th, 2025.