A letter from Jan 27, 2025

Dear Future me, Today you cried a lot, it was not a great day. Many people didn't congratulate you, it wasn't how you wanted it to be, you were sad, it was hurtful, you feelt like you couldn't breath, you felt oppressed and compressed it was a **** start into your 20s. But you won't take this as a guide, it will get better and you will feel better! YOU HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO ACHIEVE EVERYTHING YOU WANT TO ACHIEVE remember I love you and I am proud of you These were your fears: [ ] I will never beat depression [ ] I will never be loved the way I want to be loved [ ] I will never not feel lonely [ ] I will never be fully confident [ ] I will never fulfill all my dreams [ ] I will not have the time to do everything I want to do [ ] I will never fell comfortable [ ] I will never feel safe [ ] I will never beat the paranoia [ ] I will mever stop the fear [ ] I will never not be scared [ ] I will never be successful [ ] I will never be happy [ ] I will never feel calm [ ] I will never be at peace [ ] I will never be at rest [ ] I will not make it [ ] I will never be confident in my body [ ] I will never feel desirable [ ] I will never be enough [ ] I will never have the live I want and have always wished for [ ] I will never spend my birthday with people that I love and that love me even though they never had to [ ] I will never not be hurt [ ] My heart will never not hurt [ ] I will never heal [ ] It will not work out [ ] I will always be embarrassed about my past 🫶❤️🫶