A letter from Jan 19, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Dear FutureMe, A little zooted right now, watching bojack horseman. Life has been in all honesty AMAZING recently. I got my 2024 wrx about 3 or 4 months ago, have put almost 5500 miles on it. Just ordered the axleback and the paint matched fenders and will likely be putting them on thursday or friday in 5 or 6 days. Math has been pretty hard recently and I’m thinking about just switching to full online school for the last trimester of my junior year, and then my whole senior year. I’m hoping to start my school for my final career which right now i’m thinking an electrician is a good decision for me as a person. Realistically if i do get to go fully online i’ll get better grades but i wont learn anything, ill just cheat which im okay with because when am i actually gonna use this math in the real world? and if i am theres calculators and websites for that. So anyways, i’m hoping to get good grades just in the case to get a scholarship on something maybe a trade school or something so i can easily start off my career. i’m very passionate recently about making sure my life will end off good and i’ll be able to own my own house within a few years in or a few years out of college. I might regret sending this message in just one year because of how direct and specific it is for my future, so i think im gonna send it in 1, 3, 5, and 10 years just to remind myself of where I wanted to be and where i came from. However, if my life isn’t going good it’ll be useless to me and ruin my mood and maybe even my life because of how sad my life would be not being accomplished what i always wanted. but that doesn’t really matter too much. maybe even i’ll just be dead and i won’t see these emails. they’ll be lost in the internet forever with nobody to see them. or maybe i’ll see them and look back and be like wow, i got what i wanted and way more. i have everything i wanted when i was younger right now. i really hope it goes that way as i think im truly deserving of and capable of making it happen. alright, this was a huge ramble but i also think the ace and piff and myster have helped me out in a good way of myself. i know myself more and i feel i have more of a purpose. just went in on small date with elizabeth, went to olive garden and then she drove us to als sporting goods to get her some stuff and we actually had a really great time the whole time. i really like her as a friend and i don’t know if i do as more. i won’t be mad if nothing happens with her in the end right now, but i also would be pretty happy if something did. i want her to stay in my life forever in a not weird way. i feel like she knows me and i know her very well. alright well i can’t really think of too much more, but life has been pretty good to me recently and ive enjoyed my new bad habits. i hope this message seeks me well in the future and i hope i enjoy seeing it. crap, forgot to add i’m still working at wendy’s and hirvin’s talking about coming to work with me. would be so ******* fun i would love life so much more. wish me luck lol.