A letter from Jan 16, 2025

Dear FutureMe, things are different. it’s scary you have a daughter that your trying your hardest to be better for. u have a handsome loving bf and u live alone with them. mom hates us and that’s okay bc in hidsight she was holding us back in life by not letting us go to school and defining us by our illness. i love her but i cant. i tend to forget to care for myself bc i dont deserve it sometimes and i have two friends that i love but i dont think they love me as much as i them idk things will be okay i guess but i don’t feel it. im turning 22 in two days and im still a bum with a felony