A letter from Jan 15, 2025

Dear FutureMe, day 21. My daily affirmation: I am calm and peaceful. I am content and grateful for what I am. I live in the here and now. Everything is in order. I am where I should be at the moment. Nothing bothers me. Everything is temporary. I am patient. Today I will focus on shifting my pattern of: Procrastinating, overthinking and taking things too seriously. I am grateful for: My dad and mom, for Gytė and Justė, for my ratties, Puma and Boni. Eva. Anita Moorjani and her book 'Sensitive is the New Strong'. Meditation. Clock ticking and for fog. The sound of cars passing by. The candy dad brought from the Czech Republic. Music. 'Bad blood' on Spotify (some Sufi singing/chanting piece). Peace. Myself. The person I am becoming will experience more: Peace, joy, clarity, abundance, reassurance, stability, patience, love, wisdom and confidence. I have an opportunity to be my future self today when I: Relax. Engage in the present moment. Remain calm and don't take anything personally. Take care of myself. Keep my mind and heart open. Accept everything and expect nothing. When I think about who I am becoming I feel: Reassured, content, fulfilled, grateful, glad and hopeful. Peaceful. It's dark and foggy outside now. The clock is ticking. I'm feeling really tired, melancholic, confused, lost and inspired, intrigued, calm, grateful simultaneosuly. (Idk how to write this word.) I would like to go outside and take a photo of this fog with flash on. I think that's exactly what I'm gonna do. Yeah. Mom just came into my room a minute ago and said we'll go out at 6 pm. So basically in an hour. My dad got back home today noon and didn't go to work anymore. (Random thought/feeling but I have to write it down as it doesn't come to me as frequently yet: Life is beautiful.) My mom and I went to pick him up from the airport and then to collect mom's car from the car service (or whatever it's called in English) but we went to IKEA beforehand because mom wanted to return the bed frame (idk if this is the right word I chose here) and I got ice cream from the ice cream machine there. Lol. Also felt the hype for learning languages again. I think I'll use Duolingo to learn some French as the premium subscription is valid for another 7 months or so and I'm long finished with the German course on there. I'm going to the meditation class at Holi tomorow. Excited. And it's grandma's birthday on Friday and then Kotrius' on Saturday. I want to wake up early and do more. I want to take better care of myself. I want to start engaging in some physical activity. And whatever I want to do, I WILL do. Also I'll analyze myself more and read more books and listen to more audiobooks. I think I'll start with 'You Are the Placebo' on Audible. I will go take a few pics of the fog at night while I still can. Take care and keep rolling. The movie doesn't end just there. Love, Light and Peace, sev :^)