A letter from Jan 14, 2025

Dear FutureMe, right now u are crying about your first love. The person u thought was ur soulmate u were together for 1 year, well im sure u 'll remember that. I hope this email finds in a better situation than how u are now. I hope u dont still miss him even though u have to see him everyday. U know he is heartbroken, more than u are atleast but he is looking at other girls so u get jealous, he is pretending to date other girls even though u broke up 15 days ago just to forget his own pain. I'm just crying anytime i'm alone cause I'm trying to pretend that I am a powerfull woman even if I am alone. You now u are. But I don't feel that way, not at this point in my life. I thought he was my soulmate, my future husband I wanted him to be. But I now know I 'll will find someone better even if I'm to scared to meet someone new and trust him. But it's all for the best, I hope so. Continue to love yourself and always put u first and I will continue to fight the urge to go back to this boy and either punch him or kiss him I love u