A letter from Jan 15, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Hello 2026 me! Im hoping that your still alive and well. Youre probably in college right now (thats what Im hoping since I still havent decided on what program to take, Im sorry) Its January 15, 1:43 am right now, the second letter that I wrote for my futureme, its set 6 months from now. I just wrote this since my body clock was so fcked because of the sembreak, I cant sleep, did I also mention that my phone broke? yah, its tough out here. Do you know that I just sit and stare at anything in class since i dont have my phone, i dont know what to freakin do with myself during free time. If youre asking "Why dont you just talk to your friends?" IDk girl maybe your just so pathetic that you hate them secretly? YES i freakin hate them, I dont know what they did to me that made me feel this way, I just do. Specially M. I have a theory that my period is coming thats why i feel this way or, and I know that they and said something to me that made me feel upset, but alrady forgot what its is, but all the feelings that I kept inside is building inside of me that I cant even bare to interact with them. Thats that, I hope that Im just about to have my period and that I get a new phone. I hope your enjoying your life, youre gonna be 20 soon, thats freakin old. I hope that you already came out, had someone with you, and they accept you. ew this is so cringe pweee. if you didnt have all that its okay, I expected that lol. P.s dont drink too much. pass you was like an alcohol slave lol so desperate for it (minor moments pwe) but present me just realized that I was like that so Im trying to limit drinking right now. yas (i drunk last sat) its gonna be the last. I hope that I can send you money right now so that you can buy yourself icecream, you should have one. you deserve it