A letter from January 14th, 2025

Dear FutureMe, ynow what the thing about *** is?like inknow what makes me feel good. and the guy or girl who doesnit to me can be a 10/10 and doing absolute magic with what they have but... like im nervrous around him. bc i like him. and i liked , well, everyone i did it with. i get so nervous i cant focus on the pleasure but on them. i need to relax. but alcohol is gonna make me sorta numb and tieed so.... a  littl3 alcohol?? or idk idk i really dont im sorry i need to ask someone so i am asking you what u think abt this.bcni think blaming everything on mens performance in men is equally mysoginistic as thinking their ***** or lack thereof make women crazy.anywho, just, if ur still struggling idk, but what imma do is practice til im good. yippie, enjoy urself girlie <3ps i love it the capital is beautiful everyone is amasing i have sm friends and im in my prime. please use these yeas as best as you can like imma try. luv, ....~yours truly