A letter from Jan 13, 2025

Dear FutureMe, 11:07 PM : 01/13/25 Today, i feel very ******. I dont know why but maybe i had a good laugh a lot earlier morning which i shouldn’t have and now i an facing the consequences of being happy. I an starting to be those typa people na would rather stay outside because their house doesn’t feel ‘home’ anymore. Well, In my case, it’s the people that surrounds me that’s making my feel not home. ANDG (code name) is always mean to me for idk reason and i hate that—i dont like having beef w anyone. I dont like this snymore. sometimes i would wish for something bad will happen to me (which i hope not) so she will feel guilty for the things she did and what she said. She’s mean for no reason. One time i came home from school 2:30 Pm and she expects me to STILL do the dishes even if its past the lunch time. She purposely waited for me to arrive so someone will wash the dishes cause she’s a lazy *****. I brushed her toothbrush on the leftover foods due to my anger and i was crying while doing the dishes bcs i was soooo tired and overwhelmed from school while she’s does nothing and unemployed and just stays at home and be a lazy girl. 11:13