A letter from Jan 13, 2025

Dear FutureMe, day 19. My daily affirmation: I am peaceful and calm. I am patient and unbothered. I live in the here and now. I am grateful for what I have. I accept things for what they are. Everything is temporary. Today I will focus on shifting my pattern of: Judging and resisting acceptance of myself and my surroundings. I am grateful for: Gytė and our heartfelt conversation. My rat pals. Mom and mom's food. Justė and her teaching of patience. Dad and his financial support. Clock ticking. Being alive. The ability to analyze. The person I am becoming will experience more: Peace, clarity, wisdom, joy, love, abundance and patience as well as self love, self respect, self worth, confidence and self acceptance in general. I have an opportunity to be my future self today when I: Aim to live in the present moment. Remain calm. Observe and analyze. Stay open. When I think about who I am becoming I feel: Reassured, calm, proud, excited, hopeful. I've realized I've been feeling truly repressed lately. I feel down and exhausted, I feel guilt and shame. I'm trying to stop controlling myself so much and just let myself be. There are so many things that I yet need to see, observe, realize, understand, learn and adapt to my life. I'm lost and confused but I'm searching. I do not take on foreign energies. I am myself. I let myself be. I do not judge, supress or shame myself. I only observe and listen to myself. I accept everything and expect nothing. I'm still searching. I'm on an ongoing trip. Mom's waiting for me to come to eat so I'll go. I'm feeling weird and need to first think through things before knowing what to say anyway. Thank you. Keep going and take care. Love, Light and Peace, sev