A letter from Jan 13, 2025

Dear FutureMe, hey girl, been a long time since I wrote you. It’s the beginning of a new year and things are going ok. I feel myself getting more and more closer to god each day. Changing to become a disciple of Jesus. I’m so excited to start this new journey or chapter I’m finally letting go of burdens that have held me back or kept me hidden. I was young and made some mistakes. I got hurt and I learned. I’m still learning. I want to say this though, you’ve came a long way Jaynyzha. You were so depressed and so out of love with the world and yourself. You did pick up a really bad habit that you have to pull yourself out of. It is hard don’t get me lying, and it’s not going to be easy but as long as I do it with god and know that I don’t have to do it alone I’ll be okay. I know that god has bigger plans for me. And he will never fail me. You have to keep going no matter what. Endeavor and be strong, you didn’t come this far and fight this many battles for nothing and to stop. Never stop believing be faithful, and kind. Seek righteous and love, and god at all times. You have control over your body, god has control over your spirit, over your soul. He is in charge. Listen. I hope that this year you took time and you fought to stop the sin holding you back, you got goals accomplished and you made things happen. Please have faith keep your faith. I am writing this rn but as I am writing im also telling myself “I got this” , “this is our year”. God is your father your king, and he has heard your cry’s for help and is reaching out his vary hand. I pray for you in this moment and for the years to come, father I ask that you give me strength, wisdom and grace. I ask that you keep my eyes and my heart open, make me new and like you lord, change and take me from my wicked ways help me see the light and the righteous ahead of me. God I ask that in theses moments and these years you lift me as you do , make me better let me hear you as I call on your name , I bow before you lord as I say I want change I want new, I need you father god. In Jesus name I pray. Amen.🩵