A letter from January 12th, 2025

Dear Gaurdian/Mother
you're talking to your boyfriend on the phone while i type this. you're happy, i'm unhappy. but surprisingly enough you don't seem to notice, you don't seem to notice me at all now. i'm starting to feel if you would actually choose your boyfriend over me and it scares me because then i would have no one to rely on, nobody. "you think you know everything?" maybe, maybe i do know everything. i know enough to know that you're hurting me deeply right now. i haven't spoken to you since a week now, and you don't even care. i have tried to talk to you so many times but apparently you got so offended over me saying that i feel uncomfortable with a man being in the house and not wanting him here. yes it is your house, but then where is my house? where do i feel safe?. i was already going through so much, when i finally started getting out of my room you shushed me back into my room by bringing your boyfriend home. i don't think what i said or did was wrong. i will always stand by my words but i'm really hurt by what you're doing. you're laughing, smiling, talking happily with him but not with me?. you think i don't want you to be happy but what about me? you found your happiness which you think is your job, friends, family and boyfriend but what about your daughter? is your daughter happy? or do i even have the right to call her your daughter?