A letter from Jan 11, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Hello my 27th birthday is still sad. When will I be happy during my birthday? Never been happy since. It's the funeral of the father of my bf. I did not attend cause I saw something online that its bad omen. Hopefully my 28th year old self is now happy atleast 🥹🫶 I hope there are people who surprised you. Give you a cake and a candles to blow. Friends who treat you as family And who value you as there special person. I really wish atleast once in my lifetime i become happy during my birthday 🎂🥹 Cause I never felt joy since then. I remember my 18th birthday was one of the saddest day since my mother forget it unfortunately 💔 I'm literally crying 😢 right now. I have friends in the work place but we are not in a good terms only one of my friend remembered my birthday. Atleast, 🥹 hopefully next year my birthday would be one of my happiest day and I would feel that someone is genuinely grateful that I was born 😭 It would really feel this time that it's not good that I was born. It's just one day! Please my birthday wish is that I would feel genuinely happy during my day. Sincerely, My crying baby 27th