A letter from Jan 11, 2025

Dear Future MENAALLL OK SO RN IM SITTING ON A MATRESS IN LUTON SADLY AND ITD 1.25 AM AND ITS THE 11 OF JANUARY AND YEAH THATS IT. so liek rn lifes supremely depressing and rn idk why but im rlly tempted to write in caps bt im trying not to ;] well anywasss lets get onto my problems ;]]]]]]]]]. ok so like i might have made a tiktok account ALSO IF UR WONDERING WHY ITS BECAUSE OF THIS CHURAIL CALLED VINEELA DODA LIKE I WILL NEVER FORGET THIS COW.SHE LITTERALLY MATCHED ME UP WITH THIS GUY NAMED SHAZIL JS CUZED I SMILED AT HIM AND HE KEPT LOOKING AT ME. LIKE GURL IK HES UR CRUSH BUT NO NEED TO IINCLUDE ME BUT ANYWAY.;].ikik menaal that was extremely bad but like cuz ofthat i got the ipad taken away ;/ UEGHHGHHG BRO ITS SO DEPRESSING but rn im using papas laptop. well m going alhikmah ;[.UEHGHG YK HOW MUCH I DOnT WANT TO GO.IM LITTERALLY GOING ON MONDAY.BUT FUTURE ME IDEK IF IMMA LKE ALHIKA CUZ NGL IT LOOKS BROKE.well anywaysysyyysysyysy UEGH IM SO EXITED TO READ THIS IN DA FUTURE ;].FUTURE MENALL KAMRANNNNN I HAVE QUESTIONS U NEED TO ANSWER IN MY FUTURE SELF OK SO STARTING WITH NUMBER ONE.IS SILZA STILL FRIENDS WITH U? R U IN LUTON? I HOPE NOT BUT LIKE ANYWAYS..TBH RN IM ALR WITH GOING ALHIKMAH RN CUZ IVE DONE SO MUCH DUA AND WHEN I TELLL U I DONE DUA I DONE ALOTTA DUA FOR ME AND ME FAM TO GO BACK TO MANCHESTERRR.UEGH I HOPE IM IN MCR BY THE TIME UR SEEING THIS.I WONDER WAT SKL IM GONNA BE IN IF IM IN MANCHESTER BUT LIKE YEAH.I FUESS I WOULD EITHER BE IN AFIFAH OR LOSTOC HIGH BUT IDK.WELL ANYWAY RN I BAKE WHEN I GET MAD CUZ IT MAKES ME FEEL BETTER AND THE OTHER DAY A MADE AN EGGLESS CHOCOLATE CAKE AND IT WAS SO *** GOOODDDDD BUT LIKE YH ALSO FUTURE ME THE NEXT TIME U WRITE THIS PLS WRITE ABT MY HOBBY CUZ RN I DONT RLLY HAVE ANY AND TALK ABT MY FEELING OK SO LIKE I FELL DEPRESSED AND I FEEL DYSLEXIC AND STUPID CUZ LIKE I WNAANA BE IN MCR RN BUT ANYWAY I GTG CUZ MY MAMA THINKS IM DOING SMTH BAD ON THE LAPTOP SO BYEYYEYEYYYYEYEY MUAAAAAAA