A letter from Jan 10, 2025

Dear FutureMe, hello, 20 years old seya :) seya will always THAT nickname indeed hahaha. so neways, Im writing you letter that u will receive on ur 20th birthday ! youre already in ur twenties 🥹 are you still in acounting? if not then it's okay, I know you had a hard time accepting, but I hope youre still in accounting no matter how hard accounting is :) yk what, its okay if youre not in accounting anymore, I would definitely understand bcs I know how hard accounting is hahaha, iyak ka na lang talaga, ano? I hope youre pursuing what you love if ever u did shift :) failures and flaw is what makes us a human, its okay to fail and be imperfect. life wont end if u fail once or twice, life is full of surprises. you wouldnt even notice youre already growing up haha, being 20 years old seems scary to me, I dont wanna grow up, I just want to stay teenager. I am fine growing up, its just that I am scared what the future holds for me; what if I dont become the person I want to be? how will I be able to accept that? seems hard. ever since I was a kid, I know what I want to be — to be rich, successful, and happy. r u in a rs? 🤨 I srs think youll end up dating kz 😆 if not then Idk who u will end up with, kz is the only person I think youll end up with eh, the only exception yan siya eh 😆 pero seryoso, sana si kz na :) hindi ko maimagine if hindi si kz, baka nasiraan ka ng bait nyan, kz is the first one you want to introduce to mama despite being scared of coming out eh, so if its not kz, then who? 2 years is long enough, maraming pwedeng mangyari so Idk, baka labat ng sinasabi ko ngayon wont be applicable 2 years from now na eh, baka nga hindi mo na nakakausap mga oat na mababanggit ko rito eh. feel ko tinotoo nyo nina av at nics na umuwing cauayan after ng 1st sem AHAUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA mga craulo lang??? miss na miss ang cauayan yan??? or maybe its not the place, its the program ano? hirap kasi masyado ng accountancy na yan 20 years old hahaha, I hope u already know what you what to be in this life, its so scary that u pursued accounting while ur heart is in stem hahahaha, craulo k b? chariz. newayz, I hope youre already pursuing what u like, but how can u pursue if u dont know what u like hahaha. growing up wanting what other wnat to pursue bcs its what they want, its the trend, always hoping in the trend hahaha, ure unbelievable, u dont even want to try to go w what u like, y r u like that hahahaha 😆 some dream arent mean for u to live on, some of it for for u to just experience it; its okay to take time for the things u truly like, there are things u just cant achieve, thats not being unfair, it just that life goes that way, sakit hahahahaha sana kapag dumating ang araw, ure not scared to show urself to people, I am looking forward to that, alam kong mahirap pero kailangan eh, mahirap magstay lang sa iisang lugar, u need to explore the world for u to understand it, hindi naman basta basta yan, it will take time, just take ur time sana alam mo na magmake up joskopo bente ka na lahat lahat baka hindi pa rin maayos ah kutusan na kita im writing this letter, this specific paragraph today (jan 11, 2025), bcs i cant sleep YET. so ayon na nga, youve been thru a lot, as of now i think ure still in accounting, despite what ive said from my prev kinemerut from this letter, youve been wanting to quit from this program byt the program wants you so bad, i hope you finally learned how to love accounting :) i want to say is that keep going w what u love :) to my 20 yo seya, I hope ure happy w ur life :) mahal kita :) hi, miss lara ! i hope this letter finds you well :)