A letter from Jan 07, 2025

Dear FutureMe, I feel the worst today. I’ve lost someone who loved me, and my only best friend is moving to a different city for work. I’ve lost people around me—even though they weren’t the best—and in the process, I feel like I’ve lost myself because of them. What even is this new year? I hate it! I can’t handle so many changes. It’s too much for me. I can’t deal with this. I have this difficulty processing things. I’m sad, I’m filled with guilt, and I feel so many things at once.